My Dark Chocolate....

Word of the day

2006-12-14T21:58:00.000+08:00

Haggardness- State of being haggard. State of not using face powder and combing one's hair. State of grabbing any elastic and hastily tying one's hair up in a ponytail. State of having incredibly dark ang deep eye bags (ack!). State of stuffing one's entire meal at lunch time in about 3 minutes to have more time to do assignments and projects. State of carrying a gazillion books in class. State of being sleepy and tired all the time. State of not talking to your pals to do something else. State of not going to the CR all the time. State of being cranky all the time. State of all 4th year, Franklin students right now, especially me. (Jeeeez.)

Tentenenententen!!!!

2006-11-30T17:16:00.000+08:00

Kamon!

Kamusta naman ang araw na ito?!

Kagabi pa lang ay nag-announce na sila ng suspension of classes pero hanggang ngayon ambon pa lang ang dumarating dito samin!!! WTF?! Pero ayos yun, super long weekend kami. Wakokok. May time para gawin ang mga project, article, at magpahinga.

So kamusta naman, ala nanaman ako masabi.

Ay magkukwento nalang ako. I watched the movie SkyHigh this afternoon and it was awesome. Narealize ko tuloy bigla na gusto ko maging superhero! Uu, paramis, I want to save the world! Astig yun oh, kung may super powers ako. Eto ang mga super powers na gusto ko...

>>>Gusto ko makalipad! Para kasabayan ko si Superman at kung sino-sino pang man na nakakalipad! Saka kasi maliit ako, panu yan kung may kalaban ako na malaki?! Pisat kagad ako!

>>>Gusto ko nakakagawa ako ng maraming copies ng sarili ko! Para hindi lang isang tao ang massave ko sa isang moment! Chaka para naman hindi ako palaging haggard pag maraming ginagawa. Balak ko din gumawa ng cheering squad na puro ako lang ang member parang yung sa Sky High...

>>>Gusto ko ng power na nakakapagpasabog ng mga bagay! Parang yung kay Piper Haliwell sa Charmed! Kasi, kung may super strength ka lang, kailangan ng direct contact sa kalaban... eh maikli mga arms ko - panu yun diba? At least kung nakakapagpasabog ako ng mga bagay sa pamamgitan lamang ng pagbukas ng dalawa kong kamay, kahit long range yakang-yaka.

Yun nalang siguro muna. Baka kasi ako ang maging pinakasikat na superhero kung napakadami kong powers. Nakakahiya naman sa iba diba... Ayoko nga pala ng may sidekick. Kasi I believe in equal rights and all that crap. Pagdating naman sa costume... Ayoko ng tights and leotards. Gusto ko yung parang sa Sailor moon, palda para gurlalush. Pero nakaleggings padin syempre para nasa uso saka para di masyadong exposed ang mapuputi kong legs. Saka duh, dyahe naman kung tuwing tatalsik ako dahil sa pwersa ng kalaban ko eh lumalabas pwet ko. Ayoko naman ng may gloves at chaka nakaboots, maaalibadbaran lang ako dun sa mga yun. Gusto ko chucks na super high cut, mga 4 inches below the knee. Pero parang pangit pag ganun. Basta bahala na sa shoes. Sa color combination naman ayako ng pink and white, too girly. Ayoko din ng black, too hard core. Siguro violet nalang at... Hmn... Di ko alam. Dapat mag hanap ng superhero costume designer.

*Notice

Kung sino man ang makakapagbigay ng magandang design ng superhero costume na bagay sa mga super powers ko, magcomment nalang kayo at mag-iwan ng contact number.

Basta...

Gusto ko maging superhero.

At pag nangyari yon...

Kikilalanin ako ng buong mundo bilang si.....

Superjizew!!!!!!

Nakanang.

2006-11-27T22:03:00.000+08:00

Kamusta naman ako?!

Ala nanaman ako magawa at maisip na maisulat, pero andito ko at pinipiga ang aking utak para lang may silbi ang aking blog.

Eh kasi naman noh, ala naman nangyayari, at kung mayron man, I don't feel like sharing it with whoever reads my blog. Kamon, anung sense nun diba? Pero ala eh, ganun talaga ang aking pag-iisip.

Eto nalang.

Alamu kasi, nag-edit ako ng profile ko sa friendster. Dinagdagan ko sya, di ko malaman kung bakit eh napaka tamad ko pagdating sa ganun. Kung anik-anik na drama ang sinulat ko dun.

Sabi ko.... Eh... Eh.. may friendster account naman kayo eh, tignan niyo nalang. Aheheh. Ala lang, as we grow up kasi(nakanang may ganung factor!!!) we realize some stuff about ourselves. At ayun, andami ko lang narealize these past few days about myself, and I just thought of sharing it to the whole friendster community. Kamon, so much drama, so little time.

Speaking of never ending drama, jusme, naisip ko nanaman kanina ang paparating namin na graduation, anak ng tipaklong, the butterflies in my spindicate huh. Nakakaloka kasi. Alamu yung feeling na shet, gusto ko na grumaduate, pero shet, ayako iwan ang aking friendshipliness! Ganun sya eh. Sobrang contradiction to the highest level up. Kamon.

Ang ganda ng topic namin sa english kanina. We read a selection written by Maureen Daly and it is about... it's about a girl who went skating with a boy. They laughed, they had fun, the boy even took her home... it was all so lovely. The boy said "I'll call you" before he went his way. But five days came and went, and still no phone call. Hay jusme, ibang level yung pagkainvolved ko sa klase kanina, todohan talaga. I bet I looked like a total fool dun sa mga nakakaalam kung baket. Wakokok. Ala lang, ganda nung selection, may lesson na kapulot-pulot. May line pa dun na fave namin ni Galiemee eh...

"My heart still prays, but my mind just laughs."

Nakanang diba.

At eto, as an end to this pathetic post, yung last lines nung selection.

Isipin niyo nalang ako nagsasabi nun...

"All of a sudden I know. I know I can sit here now forever and laugh and laugh and laugh while the tears run salty in the corners of my mouth. For all of a sudden I know, I know what the starts knew all the time - he'll never, never call - never."

2006-11-24T19:11:00.000+08:00

Our first official school newspaper has finally come out!

Every student in SFAC is now an owner of the Franciscan Standpoint which we, the staffers, worked hard for!

C'mon! C'mon!

I'm so happpppeeeeeee....

Nasa front page pa yung isang article ko.... Yeah ba....

Wakokok...

Sarap ng feeling na nakikita mo yung pangalan mo sa dyaryo; lalo na yung feeling na nakikilala ka ng lahat dahil sa sinulat mo... Nakanang. You know what? If things doesn't go well in the theater industry for me, I will really consider being a magazine writer. Ayos yun, Editor in Chief of Candy Magazine...... Ang tayog ng pangarap...!!!! EIC kagad! Aheheh... pero saya talaga.

Here's to.......

The Standpoint!

{^_^}

Iswak na Iswak ang ISWAK!!!!!

2006-11-21T20:53:00.000+08:00

Iswak na iswak.

Saktong-sakto.

Sulit na sulit.

"It started with a kiss" is the next best thing to "Meteor Garden"!!!

I finished watching the entire series yesterday, and I've gotta tell ya, I've got a major ISWAK hang over! it's all I've been thinking of all freaking day!!! Grabe ang ganda ng ending, nakakaloko! Pare, amporma talaga. All that one could wish for in an ending is there..! Yung kilig factor, yung comedy, basta lahat nandun na! Astig talaga. Kalevel sya talaga ng Meteor Garden. Alamu yon, may mga scenes na gusto kong balik-balikan sa sobrang astig. Galing ng cast, ganda ng kwento, the best ang soundtrack, talagang one for the books ito.

Napaisip nga ako bigla dahil sa series na ito eh. Ang swerte kasi nila, nakita kagad nila yung taong meant for them, they didn't have to look any further because deep in their hearts, they knew that that person was "The One". Ako kaya? Panu naman kaya ang lab istori ng bohay ko? Kamusta naman ako, nababaliw nanaman. Ate mais is right, I AM a hopeless romantic.

May isa pa akong naisip eh. Sa sobrang ganda ng soundtrack nentong ISWAK, napaisip ako, paano kaya kung ang buhay natin may soundtrack? Alamu yun, pag nagmomoment ka, o kaya nagsasaya, bigla nalang may tutugtog sa background? Astig yun oh. Lalo mong mafifeel yung gravity ng bawat moment. Stig nga kanina eh, hiniram ko phone ni Kris, nakinig sa soundtrack ng ISWAK tapos I had a sudden urge to reminisce - yung mga napagdaanan ko sa SFAC, yung mga moments namin ng tropa... mga ganun. Music is the language of the world talaga. Malay ko ba kung anu ibig sabihin ng mga kanta sa ISWAK, basta alam ko, it tugs my heartstrings to the hayest lebel pare. Hehe.

Nak ng hippopotamus, love talaga oh. Ewan ko ba kung bakit lakas ng epekto sakin nun. Takte.

Here's to love y'all!!!!

And the writer of It Started with a kiss!! You're the best!

...Kwento-kwento...

2006-11-17T21:27:00.000+08:00

Hay nakaw!!!!

Whataweek.

Alamu ba, pinalitan na ni Mam Cherry kahapon ang cheating arrangement namin!!! Nakakainis. I miss Joy and Ana na!!! Sa harap ako nakaupo, sa dulo, yung sulok ng classroom bale - kung saan napaka init at ma-chalk. Okay naman ang kinabukasan ko dahil "team" daw kami pag may test. Chaka katabi ko si Galiemee, eh generous naman kami sa isa't-isa sa mga panahon ng kakapusan sa sagot. Wakokok. Ang nanganganib lang ay ang timbang ko dahil pare-pareho kaming alang mga pagkain sa lugar na yon. Di tulad dun sa lugar ko dati kung saan parang canteen lang pag gutom kami. Tapos, tapos, alam niyo ba, may isa dun sa anim na nakapaligid sakin na MADAMOT sa pagkain. Nakakainis eh. Itago natin sya sa pangalang..... "Doon". Kasi, nung umaga palang tinanong ko si Doon kung may food-to-share ba sya, sabi nya oo, edi ako naman excited na mabigyan ng food. Eh maaga pa nun kaya naisip ko nalang hintayin kung kelan nya ko bibigyan. Tapos, tapos, after ng break, tinanong sya ni Kath kung nasan yung food nya, ang sabi ba naman ni doon nakain na daw nya! Ang walang hiya! Hindi man lang namigay! Tsk. Nainis talaga ko. Eh may quiz sa Physics kanina. Tinanong nya ko kung nag-aral ako, sabi ko oo, tapos tinanong ko din sya, sabi nya "medyo lang". Tapos yung tono ng boses nya, yung parang gusto nya sabihin na pakopyahin ko sya. Sa sobrang inis ko dahil di nya ko binigyan ng food, naisip ko na di ko talaga sya papakopyahin. Pero dahil ako'y isang mabait na bata, sinagot ko din yung isang tanong nya nung test. Sana pala minali ko ang madamot na doon na yon. Argh. Pag ako talaga nagbaon ng food, maglalaway lang sya dahil di ko sya bibigyan. Argh. Sasabihin ko sakanya na ubos na habang kinakain ko pa. Bwahahahahahah!

Homaygolay, bukas na ang bigayan ng card for the second quarter. Kaluka. Kinakabahan talaga ko kase bumaba ako sa Social at Fil. Ewan ko ba. Basta kahit top ten lang okay na. hay nakaw. The nerves, the nerves.

Gumala ngapala kami kanina. Okay lang, masaya din, bonding kami ni papa Leaster, kwento-kwento sya tungkol sa mga babae sa buhay nya. Natuwa nga ako ng maige sa kanya eh, ang kulet nya kasi magsalita, tamang lalaki talaga. Ahehe. Nakakaaliw sya magkwento. Natuwa din kami ng maige ng makita namin ang puting panty ni Momy Dhei at black na brief ni Mark. Mahabang kwento. Ahehe. Mga kabaliwan talaga naming lahat.

Ahm...

Yun lang eh...

Wish me luck for the top ten!!!!

It's a giirl thing!!!

2006-11-14T19:50:00.000+08:00

Enough with my rants about being a senior.

I want to confess something.

We didn't do a single thing in our standpoint session today.

Instead, we talked about.....

Uhm...

Boobs.

Hahahah!

I swear! We really talked about that..! And a lot of other things that we personally feel is relevant! Like...... our expenses being a student, Joanne, when we had our menstruation, and more boobs. It was really interesting and fun! Super girl talk talaga.

Yung sa expenses, eh kasi naman, puro compulsory na ticket!!! eh dang mamahal! As in namumulubi na kami! At yung quarterly exam namin sa THE last quarter, bayong na 200 pesos! San ka pa?! Kaya ayun, si Cez, kasama ang iba pa nyang riendshipness, nag-oorganize ng rally. Hehe. Kami, nag-oorganize ng cheering squad para sa kanila. Hehe.

Yung sa boobs naman kasi, ewan ko ba kung pano napunta dun yung usapan, basta bigla nalang mga kaboobahan ang pinagusapan namin. We got to enumerate some of our friends who are super "gifted" when it comes to the boob department(I am SOOOO not one of them) like... Ahm, wag nalang pala, mahalay. Hehe. Napagusapan din namin kung bakit yung iba chubby pero alang boobs tapos yung iba payat pero laki padin!!! Tapos jusme, si Kriselda, palibasa kasi dang gifted, nashock ng maige ng narealize nya na aba'y ala pala kong boobs. As in ilang beses nya tinitigan yung boobs ko at kulang nalang ay hawakan nya para malaman kung ala nga talaga. Juskopo talaga. Nagbigay din sila ng mga tips sakin para mapalaki yung boobs ko, yung iba mukang baliw, yung iba mahalay, pero di naman ako desperado na maging kasize ng boobs si Ruffa Mae Quinto. Bigat-bigat ng may bitbitin kang ganun kalaki eh. Hehe.

Si Joanne naman, ala lang, super dang conservative kasi nya. As in para syang galing sa panahon ni Maria Clara. Eh wala lang, parang di na proper yung ganun kaconservative considering yung times natin ngayon.....

Yung sa menstruation, nakakaaliw kasi nagshare kami ng mga experiences namin nung una kami nagkaron. Si Angela sumigaw ng makitang may blood, si Alyssa umiyak, at si Clah nanigas sa tabi ng pinto ng classroom namin nung second year. Hahaha! Ako naman, naaliw ako masyado sa napkin, isang pack yung naubos ko sa loob ng isang oras kasi di ko alam na kailangan pala na puno na bago ko palitan. Hehe.

Anak ng cellphone, may nagpatype sakin as in now lang, kainis, hirap kausap, pacute pa masyado, feeling naman nya interesado ako. At feeling ko underpaid ako considering inistorbo nya ang aking pagbblog at minadali nya ko. Mga tao talaga oh.

Anyway, nagenjoy talaga ko ngayong araw. Ewan ko kung baket.

Hehe.

Here's to boooooobs!!!!!

Ligaw. Sira. Baliw.

2006-11-13T22:21:00.000+08:00

Being a senior officially sucks.

I mean really, can a teen get any more lost?

My studies are quite okay, I'm stressed about it every now and then but it doesn't really get to me that much. What bothers me most right now is the bigger picture - my future. What school should I go to? What school CAN I go to?

I really am so lost right now.

My parents say that I can go to any school that I want, but I know how that's a big lie.

First of all, I have to consider the tuition fee. Of course, we can't afford a school that's too extravagant - but that's okay, I get that. However, I wouldn't want to study in a super low class school either: my mom says that I'll excel in that kind of school - that's for sure - but then, there wouldn't be a challenge in my part! I want a school where I can prove that I can still shine even when there are hundreds of us. I want a school that can give me the recognition that I deserve.

And second, I have to consider the place. Let me tell you something: a few weeks ago, I was super convinced that I want to go to UST for college - It's nice and big, I heard the masscomm course is good there, and sooo many cute guys.. Then, me and my mom had this talk, and she made me realize how hard it will be if I go there. Malayo, nagbabaha(yuck), at mahal..... naniwala ako. Ayun, back to square one ako.

Ngayon naman, gusto ko na talaga mag St. Scho. Kasi una: maganda daw ang mascom dun, pangalawa: mas mura dun kesa USTe, at pangatlo: mas malapit pa! It's the perfect school for me! Pero nung sinabi ko sa nanay ko, ayun juskopo, nakahanap nanaman ng excuse para di ako dun mag-aral. Mahal daw(san pa ba ang hindi mahal ngayon?!), baka daw maculture shock ako parang mga kuya ko(duh - dalawa na silang naganon, gaano ko katanga para tularan sila?!), at gusto nga daw niya kasi magexcel ako sa school ko, tamang may edge na daw ako(so bale, you're saying I can't handle the St. Scho girls?!). Ay nakaw talaga. Wala na, hindi nalang ako mag-aaral. Nakakainis lang. Nakakafrustrate kasi parang kulang na lang sabihin nila na sa St. Francis nalang ako magcollege. Alamu yon?! Nakakainis talaga. I mean, I have nothing against SFAC, I love my Alma Mater, kaya lang diba, gusto ko naman makarating sa ibang lugar! Makakita ng ibang tao! Eh anak ng balyenang buntis, kung dun ako, oh kaya kung within this area lang, ganun din, same people, different uniform. Inis.

Ewan ko. Ewan ko na talaga. Sabi ng mga tropa ko, saamin daw lahat, ako daw siguro pinaka magiging succesful - kasi masipag ako at matalino. Pero jusme, sa sitwasyon ngayon, parang ala na, wasak ang kinabukasan ko. Anak ng..... Hay..... Kamusta naman yun?

Ewan ko. eWAn Ko nA TaLAGa... NabABaLIW........ nABaBaLIW....%(*&453fUYhKJHIM,13413jl";',.............................

toot

2006-11-07T19:12:00.000+08:00

You know what I realized today?!
There are just too much j*rks in this world!!!!!
I mean really, those assh*les are everywhere.
Everybody's bound to know at least one of them.

But you know what else I realized?

First, we shouldn't let those imbeciles get to us.
And Second, we shouldn't get mad. We should get even.
Those son-of-a-b*tches have got another thing coming if they think were just gonna sit here and do nothing as they ruin our reputation, trample on our hearts, and play with our lives.
They are so freakin' wrong.
They don't know us.
They don't know me.
I'm nice and sweet when I want to be, but I can turn into a heartless, frigid, b*tch just like that.
And not just me.
All my friends are like this.
Just wait and see.
They're gonna regret this.
The ice queen has come back from the north pole.
Yeah baby.

Sa ngalan ng pag-ibig at pagmamahal! Ako si SUPERJIZEW!

2006-11-06T17:13:00.000+08:00

Okay.

Fine.

I admit.

Ako'y nagkasala.

Sa aking sarili at sa aking unan na pinagpangakuan ko.

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

I have my reasons though!!! Kasi, I wanted to make a point, to make the person know something. Kaya ko nagawa yun. Pero Batman, Spiderman, Superman, Suman, mga likas na yaman, at lahat ng man, di ko na uulitin yun! Paramis! As in hindi na!!!!!!!!!!!! Dahil kapag ginawa ko yun ule, mabibigyan ko si TenTen ng siomai! Eh ayako sya bigyan ng siomai kasi gusto ko pag bumili ako ng siomai ako lang ang kakain! Ako lang!

AKO!

Dahil isa kong matakaw na bata...!

Pero alam nio ba.... Sabi ni Papa Dolot my Labs, pumapayat na daw ako! Pero kasi anu eh, tanghaling tapat nun at busy sila sa props, kaya feeling ko naghahallucinate lang siya. Hehehe. Anyroad, iniisip nyo siguro kung panu ko malalayo ang sarili ko sa temptasyon. Ako din iniisip yun eh. Pero dahil nagbasa ako ng mga testi ko sa pendster, alam ko na! Kakariren ko nalang ang pagiging Ms. Cupido! Alam niyo kasi anu eh, aking napagtanto na hindi lang ako ang tao sa mundo, madaming iba pa na naghahanap ng pag-ibig at pagmamahal. At dahil ako ay madaming natutunan sa chapter 26 ng "Maganda Pa Ang Daigdig" ni Lazaro Francisco, gusto ko ipamahagi iyon sa sambayanang universe.

Gusto niyo ba ng sample???!!!!!!!!!

Gusto niyo???!!!!

Osige, dahil kayo ay mapilit.

Payn.

Eto ang ilan sa mga natutunan ko......

"Ang puso, hindi ang may puso ang pumipili ng mamahalin nito..."

(nakanang, nakanang!!! Umaariba!!!! Meron pa!!!)

"Mayroong pagmamahal sa lahat ng pag-ibig, pero hindi lahat ng pag-ibig ay may pagmamahal..."

(oha! oha! Where you pa?!)

"Sasama ba ako sayo kung di kita mahal?"

Yes!!! Todohan na! Pero anu eh, actually, sa likod ng isang pedecab(si kla ang nagpauso nyang bisaya ng pedicab! Hindi ako!) ko sya nakita. Ang kulit noh? Ang sweet ni manong driver ng pedecab. Wakokok.

Oh ilan yan sa mga maririnig nyo sakin kung manghingi kayo sakin ng advice tungkol sa lablayp!!!

Basta.....

Kung ikaw ay sawa na sa paghihintay sa kanya.....

Kung ikaw ay pagod na sa pag-iyak dahil sa pag-iwan nya sayo...

Kung ikaw ay desperado ng magkakafafa kahit pangit.....

Lumapit lang kayo sakin!!!!!

Just dial 143-kupido at darating ako!

O kaya naman ay sumigaw lang kayo ng 'SuperJizew'!!!!

Ang mga pana ko ay para lamang sa inyo!!!!!!

And remember:

Kapag tumibok ang puso.... wala ka ng magagawa kundi sundin ito.....

Here's to love y'all!!!!

Part two......

2006-11-05T09:47:00.000+08:00

Note:Please read my previous entry as this is only a continuation of that...

Thanks a bunch!!!!!!

My notebook says:Mrs. Ryan Gosling

You can kiss me anytime!!!!

Jen Garner couldn't handle the competition! He's mine!

Mean guy or not, he's HOT!

So you guys think I can get these guys to like me???!!!

You bet I can!!!!

So many guys......

So little time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fun, Fearless, Female!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-11-05T08:32:00.000+08:00

Last night, I did something...... new.

It took a lot of courage for me to be able to do something like that, I risked A LOT(my pride and sanity mostly), and yet I was able to do it. Unfortunately though, life isn't all bunnies and butterflies; every now and then you come across some dragons and werewolves too. But you know what? Even if things didn't go as I planned(plan went down the drain completely), I'm okay with it. You see, I was tired of dreaming things, just sitting there and waiting for things to happen. So I made it happen. As I said, it was a bust. Pffffft. But at least now, I wouldn't have to wonder what could have been. I know that I did what I could. And at the end of the day, isn't that what matters most? I'm sure Candy, Cosmopolitan, and all those other kick-ass female magazines would've been proud. Why? Because I've just proven that I'm a fun, fearless, female - something we all aspire to be. So as an official end to this chapter and a start to a new one, I've decided to put my new prospects here in my blog to for you guys to see......

Here they are, my favorite eye candies!!!

Can a pirate get any hotter?!?!

The boy who will live in my heart forever....

He's super funny and adorable!!!

Meron pa!!!! Meron pa!!!!!

Let's get korny people!!!!!!

2006-11-03T15:29:00.000+08:00

Let me tell you something. I have attempted to write about something, anything at all, this sembreak and I always ended up not continuing or writing something close to crap. Why? Well, I have a theory, and that is, because I'm highly infatuated. Yes, my kikayness has come back to haunt me. You all know what i'm talking about, that restless, annoying feeling that can only be brought about by a specie of another sort - the male sort. I figured that out because about 2 hours earlier, I tried to write something, and unsurprisingly, crap came out, but as I listened to "Panalangin" (sung by Moonstar 88) and "Breaking Free" (from the movie High School Musical) I had a sudden urge to write, write about something that actually makes sense, hindi yung puro camplaints lang at kwentong boring naman. Eh jusme, ang kakornihan ko, 'kanta' ko yun sa isa sa marami kong crush, kaya nagliwanag ang mundo ko, bumukas ang kalangitan, at ngumiti ang mga ibon sa iskay. Ayun, ngayon, ang ganda ng mood ko, mukang tanga lang. Wag ka ng umasa na mababasa mu dito ang pangalan ng crush ko, dahil ala akong balak gawin yun, not in a million years. Hay nakaw talaga. Ipopost ko sana ang mga lyrics nila dito, makikigaya sa ibang bloggers, pero tinatamad ako, at masyado silang mahaba eh alam ko namang kabisado nyo nadin yon. Kaya wag nalang. Wakokok.

"We're breaking freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!"

"Panalangin ko sa habang buhay, makapiling ka, makasama ka, yan ang panalangin ko...."

Haaaaaaaay...

Couldn't help it.

I'm a sucker for getting kilig.....

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2006-11-02T17:52:00.000+08:00

It's Thursday.

3 days to go before I go back to school. Fact is, I don't want to come back to school just yet. I'm having waaaaay too much fun just lying around all day, watching DVDs, and eating my heart out.

My sembreak's going quite alright, interesting things happening here and there.

One of them being my favorite teacher of all time, Mr. Raymond Escribano, looked me up on friendster! He's on my who's veiwed me list! Well of course I emailed him right there and then and added him as a friend! Gosh, I miss him so much. He has a family now and I just gotta say, his baby is way cute! I was kinda hoping we'd see him on our Graduation day, but seeing as his life over there is okay already, I doubt that.

Another one of those interesting things is..... well.... never mind that.

Hmhmhm.

Ano pa ba?

Ahm...

Oh!

Kahapon.... nagbura ko ng mga tao sa phone book ko.

Mga taong wala na akong balak itext.

Mga taong wala nang silbi sa buhay ko.

Mga taong hampaslupa na hindi ako tinitext.

Yeeeeeeesssss..

Napaka drama ko talaga.

May mga times kasi, diba, na gusto mong itext yung mga tao sa nakaraan mo?

Mga tao na hindi naman magrereply at pagmumukain ka lang tanga?

Yun.

Eh I just needed a way to stop myself from texting those kind of people.

So I erased them. From my memory. Or at least my phone's memory.

Isang tao lang ang binura ko pero tinago sa notebook ang number...... At yun ay si..........

Hehehe.

Kasi naman, kasi naman.

Hay nakaw....

Later y'all.

Ang aking 2nd quarterly exam.Bow.

2006-10-28T09:42:00.000+08:00

Okay, ayos.

Tapos na ang exams.

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tapos na ang mga araw ng pagiging mukang zombie bride!

So kamusta naman ba ang exams ko?

Well.....

*Mathematics

Not to be a pompous prick or anything, but I found it.......quite easy. And that's something because I'm not good in Math. I'm pretty bad at Math sometimes. I think Mam Cherry made it that way because she knows how hard it is for us to adjust to a, uh, NEW teacher. Yes, he's new and he's psychotic, and I love it. Yes, I love him. Dahil nahuli na nya kong nagpapakopya at nangongopya twice pero ala syang ginagawa. Sinisitsitan lang nya ko.

*Social Studies

Don't remember much about it. Pero alam ko steady lang din eh. There were questions that I had to use my mini-mini-miny-moe skills on, but aside from that, it was a-okay. Bad trip lang kasi jusme, ilang minuto lang ang binigay samin, eh ang haba-haba nung gusto kong isagot sa essay, tamang nobela, kasi talagang halos mamemorize ko yung buong page na naglalaman ng sagot. Bummer.

*Filipino

It wasn't as hard as I thought it would be. Isang novel lang naman kasi yung coverage kaya limited topics lang talaga. Sa enumeration lang ako medyo nangamote kasi hindi ko alam kung anu yung sinabi ni pari Amando sa grupo nila Lino. It's so ironic because I read that chapter, I even took down notes from it, yung part lang na yun ang hindi ko binasa kasi, uh, eh, tinamad ako. Hay, life.

*Physics

Ewan ko dito. The moment I held the paper in my hands, I went blank. As in wala talaga. Nung naskip ko na lahat ng questions at narealize ko na wala parin akong nasagutan ni isa, nagdasal nako. Tapos, huminga ng malalim at binasa uli ang mga tanong. Ayun, may nasagutan na din ako. Okay lang sana sya kung tinodo ko yung pag-aaral eh. Kaya lang, my laziness got hold of me.

*English

It was alright, although I'm not a hundred percent sure of my answers. Hindi na rin kasi ako masyadong nag-aral dun eh, kakatamad kasi. Dun ako nahuling nagpapakopya ng teacher ko eh, pero nginitian lang nya ko at pinacover yung paper....nung katabi ko. OO! Alangya, ako pa yung napagkamalan na nangongopya!!!! Samantalang tinitignan ko kung anu pa yung wala syang sagot! Nakaw talagaaaaaa. Maganda yung poem dun sa poem analysis. Di ko lang magets kung bakit "One Girl" yung title eh, parang dalawa yung dinedescribe dun. Mga poet talaga oh, puro poetic license, ala ng sense.

*Elective

Anak ng tipaklong na binuntis ng dinosaur, ewan ko, ewan ko talaga. Muka lang ako tanga nung nagtest. Hula lahat. Well, hindi naman lahat, I'm not THAT stupid, pero di talaga ko sigurado sa mga ginawa ko dun. Parang lokohan lang. Mga 3 out of 50 lang ako dun. Ayos.

After that, I was done!

No more late nights trying to comprehend Mathematical equations, Arthur Schopenhauer's weird essay, Ms. Sanchez's belief in mankind, forces and acceleration, and the ever increasing birth rate here in the Philippines!

Whew.

Gala na!!!!!!!

Ha.

Asa.

As if I have the money.

Ako'y pulubi, hampas-lupa, busabos, at ako'y gutom na.

Sa susunod muli mga prends!!!!!!

2006-10-23T19:31:00.000+08:00

Okay, I've got about 8 minutes to write all the things in my head right now.

>>Our whole section is so busy and so stressed, it's not even funny anymore. Grabe kanina bago mag flag ceremony, para kaming mga baliw, kanya kanyang kopya sa elective. At project yun ha. Nakanang Franklin talaga oh.

>>Natapos ko ang aking research paper! Shek, another miracle!!!! Kahapon naman nakagawa ko ng rosary out of super recycled materials! Yeah baby! Humahataw ako!!!

>>Gusto ko ng matapos exam... As in badly.. Desperately.....

Hay...
May the Lord be with us.

WANTED!!!!!

2006-10-15T12:10:00.000+08:00

"Shet, ang pogi pare!!!!"
"Shet, ang galing sumayaw!!!!!"
"Shet, ang landi nya sumayaw!!!!!"
"SHHHEEEEEEEEEETTTTT!!!!!!!!!"

Garabe, napaos ako kahapon kakasigaw nyan.
As in nagwawala ako kahapon.
Ang malupet dun, I wasn't alone.
I was going absolutely crazy with my other female classmates, some of whom are quiet and crushless.
Garabe ang pogi talaga nya.
Kasi, yesterday was the musical part of the PAGALINGAN which is held yearly at our school. Nung umaga yung singing, afternoon yung dancing. Ang balak ko talaga, after namin mag intermission, uuwi na ko, magtutulog and everetheng.
Buti nalang I decided to stay.
Kasi, we saw him that afternoon.
The elementary level dancing competition already started and we we're enjoying all the performances. We were seated at the right side of the stage, beside the stairs. It was where all the dancers entered and exited. Then, I saw him. Carrying the props for the elementary participants of Cavite Christian School. Shet, ang pogi. Sinabi ko kay Alyssa - si Alyssa na hindi marunong magkacrush at kiligin. Pero garabe talaga ang arrive nung lalaking yun, pati si Alyssa tinamaan. We decided to keep him a secret, we didn't want to share him with our other friends. He is that pogi. Maya-maya, narealize namin ni Alyssa na pareho sila ng damit nung isa pang nagbubuhat nung props. Then it hit us. Kasali sya sa High school dancing competition!!!!!!!! Grabe, after namin marealize yun, we couldn't wait for the elementary level to end. Pagtapus ng Elem, shet, we were on edge. "Asan na sila?", "Anu bang number CCS?". Grabe talaga. Nung sila na yung magpeperform, shet, the crowd - the WHOLE crowd - went wild!!!!!!!!! We were all screaming, bouncing in our seats, looking at one guy!!!!! Yung strap ng bra ko natanggal ng madaming beses! Yung mga panty ng mga katabi ko nalaglag ng paulit-ulit...! Napaos ako - ako, na hindi marunong mapaos!!!!!!!!!!!! Hay....... Grabe, napagod kami lahat sa kanya. GOSH. Natapos yung performances ng lahat ng groups pero we had only one thing in our minds - si Reynald. Yes, Reynald ang name ng lokong yun! Nalaman namin dahil makapal ang muka ng mga kaibigan ko, tinanong sa mga batang nag-aaral sa CCS. Nung announcing ng winners, kinakabahan kami lahat, kala mo kasali sa contest, gusto kasi namin manalo CCS. They only won 2nd place, but in my heart and the hearts of my friends, 1st sila. Nung uwian time na, para kaming mga vultures, nakatambay sa labas ng dressing room ng CCS, ready to pounce. Nagtetext ako nung naglabasan sila sa room, nagulat nalang ako nang makita ko si Shepong(my beloved Shepong!) na pinipicturan si Reynald!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHET! Nung medyo nakalayo na sila, ayon, akala mo may sunog, lahat kami nagsigawan. Ang pogi pare!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! At eto yung pic na nakuha ni Shepong. Eto ang lalaking..... hay......

Grabe, nagpunta pa kami 7-11 in the hopes na pupunta sila dun. Madami pa kaming nasagap na balita tungkol sa kanya but I could only care less.
Pogi sya.
Payat sya.
At magaling sya magsayaw.
And in the hearts of kikays like me, that's all that matters.

P.S.

Love you Shepong!!!

Kung may makakapagbigay sakin ng kahit na anung impormasyon tungkol sa lalaking ito, mag comment lang kayo dito. I, along with my classmates will be grateful!!!!!

2006-10-13T20:07:00.000+08:00

Eto nanaman ako..

Gustong magkwento tungkol sa mga walang kwentang bagay.

Hay nakaw. Badtrip, alamu kasi , subrang desidido na kong bumawi sa SLCUAA, lumaban, ipakita sa mundo na shet, magaling kami at naluto kami sa main infairness - pero kasi anu eh.... papalitan yung choreo namin.
Si kuya choreo....
...na first day palang ng practice eh feeling close na samin...
...na naaksidente na't lahat eh nagturo padin ng bagong steps...
...na gumawa ng props namin kahit na la daw yun sa job description nya...
...na nag-ayos ng mga buhok namin nung araw ng contest kaya napatingin sa kin yung crush ko...thrice....
...na....................mahal namin kahit na pangit yung ilong!!!!!!!
*single teardrop.
*shek.

Hay nakaw talaga.
At wag ka, ang ipapalit sa super hip hop naming choreo eh isang....... baddaf. Shek talagaaaa.

"eh alangan namang sabihin kong you're win eh you're lose naman talaga.."
"dumaan din ako sa pagiging dancer divah..."

Shek, ewan ko ba sa iskwelahan namin.

Palibasa kasi pamangkin sya nung..nung........ Figgy na yun eh...
UGH!!!!!!
Isa pa yung pahamak sa buhay eh. Sabihin ba naman na kahit sya daw yung judge ay di nya kami papanaluhin..!Taeng yun, parang hindi taga-Bayanan.
That foul, loathesome, evil creature!!!!!!!!!!
Grrrrr...

Kaya eto akooooooooo... basang-basa sa ualaaaaan...... Joke.
Eto ako at nag-iisip kung sasali pa ba ko sa SLCUAA.
Hay............

Dito ba?
Oh dito ba?
Dito baaaaa????
Dito ba ang sulok kong takda sa ilalim ng araw???!!!!!

Hay, I miss Dorina Pineda....

Yaaaaaahoooooooooooo.....

2006-10-09T17:17:00.000+08:00

Hmn.....

We lost....

A few days back, I imagined in the back of my head how I'll write the lyrics of "we are the champions" here in my blog.... Unfortunately though, you will see no lyrics of any happy or triumphant song in this post. Because as I said... We lost..

The good news is: I'm alright.

This is, after all, not the first time I lost a competition. Some might wonder why I'm still okay despite the crash that we've just experienced.... The reason???

Well....

I believe...(tae, impromptu speech itu..)

That that's just the way it is. Sometimes you win, sometimes you don't. But when you lose, it doesn't mean that you're no good. It just means that the judges are stupider than the most stupid creature in this universe.

No, I'm totally kidding.

It just means that it's not your battle to win.

Naks, words of wisdom.

Jusme, ang nanay ko, mas masama pa ang loob kesa sakin... Magcocomplain daw sya, di daw kasi kapani-paniwala na nanalo yung mga mokong na yun.... Basta yun. Ako, no reaction ever. Okay na ko, nakapagsayaw ako at nakakilala ng mga taong hindi ko makakalimutan any time soon. Ayos na yun. Solb.

So here's to....
Mother's who think you're the best despite the outcome of a dance contest!!!!

Akalain mu yon'????!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-07T19:57:00.000+08:00

Aba'y akalain mu yon.

Nakapagblog ako???!!!!!

Ayos yan....

Wakokok...

I wanna talk about.............

Cellphones.

Specifically, the loss of it.

Aba'y sa loob lamang ng tatlong araw, dalawang kasayaw ko na ang nawalan ng cellphone..!
WHAT IS HAPPENING TO OUR WORLD???!!!!!!!!!!!(sheckers.)
At jusme, akala ko pati ako nawalan din nung isang araw, pinagtripan lang pala ako ng mga magagaling kong kaklase na dapat ay isang buwan kong di papansinin dahil nag-uumiyak nako nun di parin nila binabalik(at jusme ule, tinuro pa yung isa kong tropa na nagmiscol pa sa cell ko nung mga panahon na yon! Mga walang modo!) pero dahil sa ako'y pusong spanish bread, kinausap ko na. They're forgiven but definitely not forgotten.
Henako.
Nakakapraning tuloy... baka isa-isa na kaming mawalan ng phone. Buti nalang di pa ko nawawalan. At sana naman wag na.
Ay pati ngapala si kuya choreo namin nawalan din ng phone nung naaksidente sya!!
Tsktsk...................................
Parang may sumpa.
Parang yung sumpa ng moonwalk......(na kung gusto niong malaman ay tanungin nio lang ako.)

Hay nakaw.

Ngayon naman ay gusto kong pag-usapan ang.........

Ice cream at ice kendi.

The best pare....
*Major drooool

Ang saraaaaaaaaaaaaaaap......
Lalo na yung vanilla flavor na ice cream........
At yung ice kendi sa tapsihan na hindi alam ni ate mais....
Mashawaaaaaaap!!!!!

Ay! Aaaaaaay!!!!!
Gusto ko magkwento tungkol sa dance contest na naganap nung thursday...!!!!!!

Hmn...................

Actually ang gusto ko lang ikwento eh yung poging third year na ang cute sumayaw...
Wakokok.
Gushes talaga, he's so cute!!!!!
(it's kikay time!!!!)
He's so galing mag-project!!!!
I was like, naglulupasay na nun in my seat cause he's like, absolutely cute!!!!!!!!
And I was super holding on to my bra straps cause they have a tendency na matanggal when I'm super kiliiiiiiiig......!!!
Yeeeeeeeeeheeeeee......
And wag ka.....
I talked to him that night!!!!!
And this morning!!!!!
San ka pa???!!!!!!
I love him na!!!!
*major kilig squeal

Whew..........
Kapagod yun....
Hirap maging maarte...
Buti nalang minsan lang ako maarte....
Pag may pogeeee lang around.....
Wakokok...

Here's to love and cute dancers!!!!!!!

....Flyff.....

2006-09-23T15:50:00.000+08:00

"I'm all about you.. I'm all about us...."

Sheckers, it's senti mode people...

Just kidding!!!!

I'm way too tired and stressed to even think about "senti moments".
Ching. Hanu ba.

I've been so busy lately that all I have time for is studying, dance practice, assignments, and a few pagpapacute on the side. Which I'm not very good at. Wakokok.

Ay nako, magyayabang ako. Top 7 ako ngayong quarter. Aheheh. Mahangin. Ayos.

Magaling din ako magsayaw.

Maganda pa ko.

HAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!

Todohan na to'!!!!!!!

I'd say it's time to get serious but I think I've lost my serious side temporarily.

You know, you know, first time kong maka-zero sa quiz!!!! Sa elective kamo!!! Sheckers, kahiya factor. Pero ten items lang nman yun eh, so..... bawi nalang. Ahehehe.
Malupet yung sub teacher namin sa Math.
Kung si mam Pacoli eh side line ang siomai.....
Yun nagbebenta ng devede, devede. Ayos.
Haha.
Bad.

"so I walked under a bus, I got hit by a train...."
Adik mode to'.
aheheh.

You know why I'm soooo not serious these days?

Because...
My new motto is....

Fly for fun!!!!!!!

Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kaya kayo.....

Fly....!!!!!!

For....!!!!!!

Fun....!!!!!!

Ayos.

2006-09-01T22:24:00.000+08:00

Have not written a single decent post in a friggin' long time.

Sitting in a different computer, typing on a different keyboard, I am hoping to produce an entry that is more than just a bunch of crap.

It's semi-serious mode.

I have a question. A question that i haven't found an answer to.

Are people wired to want things that they cannot have? Or is it just me who wants the unattainable, the unreachable?

And why is life so full of drama anyway?

When one finds himself stuck in a rut - doing the same things, seeing the same people - one desires more excitement, more DRAMA.

But once a man finds himself drowning in drama, he wishes to have a normal, easy life.

Annoying how this world works really.

Annoying how I keep on talking about things that I haven't got a clue about.

Jeeeeez.

It's schizophrenic mode.

Nanalo ako sa Biglaang Talumpatian nung Monday!!!! Akalain mo yun??!!!! It's a huge thing for me cause' I usually suck when it comes to competitions in Filipino. 2nd place!!! Huuuuurrrraaaahh!!!!!!!! At ang cute ko nung nag-play kami! Haha! walang kokontra!

I received some bad news last time we had our standpoint meeting. Two of my articles are pending!!!! I cannot believe it!!! it's totally unfair because I worked ssooooo hard making those articles!!!! Gusto daw kasi nung higher- ups, puro news lang, wag daw muna features. Eh panu naman ako???!!!! Feature editor ako!!! Kawawa naman yung mga magaganda kong article. Hay nakaw, walang magbabasa nung dyaryong yun kung wala yung article ko!!!(Antibay ng muka eh nuh??!!)

I'm so busy right now. I could split myself into five and it still wouldn't be enough. I have to prepare for the inter-campus dance contest, attend choir practices and performances, attend standpoint meetings, do my assignments, and make sure that my grades are way up there. Of course, i must have a life din naman, because all work and no play makes jizew eat spanishbread. Ya man. Pero enjoy din naman ang busy-busyhan, atleast di ko naiisip yung mga bagay na di ko dapat iniisip. Tulad ni............ Jollibee. Ya man.

Tulog time. It is a special period wherein we sleep because we're all so tired. It starts right after math time(dun sa mga makakapal ang muka, kalagitnaan ng math time nagsisimula) and just before physics time( dun sa makakapal ang muka uli, minsan kahit physics na tulog padin). No one takes tulog time for granted, especially me cause I'm a lazy ass slob. Right on.

Ang cute kong cellphone, ayun, cute padin. Pero di nakakatanggap ng mga mensahe galing sa mga cute. Asa. Haha.

Here's to love, writing, and cute cellphones!!!!!!!!!!

"whoopsidaisies!!!!"

-Notting Hill

2006-08-27T19:48:00.000+08:00

Hay....!!!!!
Sa wakas!!!!
Akala ko hindi na magbubukas ang pahinang to'!!!!!
(Ano ang tagalog ng 'anyway'?Hmn...)
Ako ay nagtatagalog dahil nabasa ko ang bagong.... (shek, mahirap to'.) POST ng aking mahal na kaibigan na c Joy Lim. Naelibs ako ng maige kasi nagawa nyang magtaglog ng pagkagaling-galing. Onga naman kase..... ngayon ay buwan ng wika, kaya dapat nating gamitin ang ating sariling lenggwahe.

Bukas ay magiging napaka..... (shek talaga oh.) BUSY. Madame nanaman akong... (hahah!!! Napakatrying hard na nito oh!) karir bukas. Ako'y may kanta bukas - hindi mag-isa, duh, katakot un- kasama ang iba pang miyembro ng koro ng aming paaralan!!!!! Yun oh! Tama yun! Aheheh..wakokok. Ang kakantahin namin ay 'Rosas Pandan', isang kantang hindi ko alam ang pinagmulan, basta kanta lang ako ng kanta. Marahil ay kakanta din kami ng pambansang awit, ayos yun, magaling kami dun.

shek talaga...
sa susunod lit.
paalam!

2006-08-23T19:09:00.000+08:00

Alrighty.

I spent my morning studying for the English and Filipino quiz bee, rewritting my invocation, and trying to figure out how the hell I was going to do the invocation when I'm supposed to be in the Filipino quiz bee. Fortunately though, everything worked out well. Not too well though, because I lost both the English and Filipino quiz bee. I know, right? Me? Lose the english quiz bee???? Jeeeez. Like a horrible nightmare. I dunno what happened really. I guess.... well, there's no excuse, I lost. But what the heck, life goes on. Chorvaness and all.

After eating lunch, I decided to say sorry to my aphle because after all, I did froget her birthday. I thought she wouldn't accept it right away because she ran away from me when I saw her earlier, but she did and she said that I could make it up to her by burning her a cd of her fave songs. Cool.

Because of our four day weekend, I totally forgot that we we're supposed to bring some materials for our T.H.E.. I knew we we're toast for sure, until a choir member informed us that we had practice (hallelujah!). Unfortunatley though, the practice lasted only an hour and we still had to attend our T.H.E.. When Mam Yap found out that half of the CREAM SECTION forgot to bring materials, she went livid. She asked us to write on a paper our name with a big fat ZERO under it. Jeeeeeez. Then she made us do other pointless things, but the worst of all those demoralizing tasks was to write lines!!! Yes, write lines!!!! We had to write "I promise to bring my materials next time" On a whole sheet of paper, back to back!!!!! WHAT THE HELL ARE WE, GRADE ONE???!!!!! Grrrrrr. But we survived, thank God.

I miss writing.

Hmn....

Here's to love, lines, and the winners of the english and filipino quiz bee!!!!

"Thirty, flirty, and thriving...."

-Jenna Rink, 13 going on 30

BARF. HAHA.

2006-08-22T09:11:00.000+08:00

Hokay...
Have not written for a loooooooong time...
I have almost forgotten how to type fast.
Almost.

So how have I been???

Well, our first quarterly exam ended last Friday and I have to tell you....Oh JOOOOOY!!!!!!! I'm soooo tired of studying I couldn't be happier that it's over. Study, study, study...*barf*
Anyway...
What have I been up to lately?
Haha.
Nothin.
At.
All.
My life has become a total bore.
Argh.
School, home, school, home. *barf*
Who knew senior year could be soooooo boring?
Well, whatever right?
When life throws you lemons....
Barf.
Haha.
Kidding.

Okay, time for the serious stuff...
Waaaaaa.
What do you do when you forget a close friend's birthday?
Because I did, and she's furious with me!!!!
But I mean, really, it's not my fault - I'm semi-amnesiac these days.... I don't remember anybody's birthday! I don't remember any day!!!!
Waaaaaaa.
I feel so bad.
What could I do to make it up to her?
Todohan pa naman yun mag-inarti.
Hmn...
Think, think....

What happens when you don't tell a pretty tight friend a secret immediately, but decide to tell her when it's quite pointless already?
She gets upset! Very, very, very upset!!!!!!
GET A CLUE MAN!!!!!!

What happens when you're bored out of your brains and there's absolutely nothing to do?
You start thinking about people who.... who.....
Hmn, hmn...
Whatever.

here's to love!!!!

"Has the fact that you're completely psycho managed to escape your attention?"
-Bianca Stratford, Ten Things I hate About you"

C.R.A.Z.Y.

2006-08-12T20:22:00.000+08:00

Whew.

Another crazy, crazy, CRAZY week in school.

Whew.

And I survived yet again.

HAH!!!!

HOOOOORRRAAAAAYYYY FOOOORRR MEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We had about a million and one quizzes, assignments, and classroom activities. Jeeeeez. Can you say burn-out? I just want a break.. Kaya lang, the chances of that happening is like about...... ZIPPO. Because this week, we'll be having our last first quarterly exam. That's why I'm starting to evolve again. Yes people, I evolve during quarterly exams. I become this irritable, psychotic, neurotic, obssesive-compulsive freak. Ayoko ng magulo, maingay, at makulet. Gusto ko lang mag-aral at maging iskolar ng mundo. So classmates, beware. Stresstabs jizew is coming.

As for the other stuff.....

Well, there's really not much to talk about.
I do however, have a question.
Is it normal for guys to stop replying to texts just when the conversation is getting good and well, a little bit more personal? What does that mean? Or is it just a coincidence that two guys did that to me already? OMG, is something wrong with me? Hmn, hmn..............

Love to all!!!!!

2006-08-06T19:55:00.000+08:00

For 240 minutes... my world was fillled with oblongs waiting to be shaded...

For 240 minutes... I sat in a room with people I don't know, oblivious to that fact that there were still other human beings in this world...

For 240 minutes... I had to take the UPCAT...

And now, I'm glad it's over.

Kaluka!

For five days starting Monday, I'd eat merienda after getting home, do my assignments and study for quizzes, then start studying for UPCAT. It was tough since there were a lot of fundamental lessons i've forgotten already. But I did what I can - that's all there is to it. Now, it's up to the University of the Philippines to realize that despite my weird, unsensible answers to their entrance exam, they have to have me (yeah!confidence baby!). Aheheh.

I'll write some other time... buh-bye!

2006-07-17T19:29:00.000+08:00

Had to take a Lot of quizzes this past few days. Nakakapagod, pero okay lang, I'm just glad it's over.

*Physics at ang mga sinumpaang vectors...
That stupid physics test was so hard, my brain shut down the moment my service started moving. It was a twenty point, three-item, mind-numbing, pencil-chewing, head-scratching, ruler-throwing, protractor-breaking, sipon-inducing quiz. Madali lang yung graphical at component method eh. Sisiw. Pero yung analytical... ay*&#@$&;(%^$@!!!!!!!!!! Dang hirap! Nakakainis. I was doing alright when I started answering the analytical part - or so I thought. After getting the resultant (which I was unbelievably excited about), I moved to the next step which was getting the direction. I hurriedly typed the input into my calculator... sin A times something divided by something... E. Isang malaking error ang sinagot sakin ng magaling kong calculator. Tae, Tinry ko ule, baka nagkamali lang ako - pero tae - error padin. Nagpanic na ko, nagsimulang maghisterical sa upuan ko. Ayos - nagbell na. Ala ng pag-asa. Sumuko na ko at nagpulbos. Buti na lang at naka fifteen pa ko. Yung sinumpaang direction lang na yun yung mali ko... Hanggang ngayon ay hindi ko padin alam sagot dun, pero ala na kong pake.

*Math at ang negative at positive signs...
I had to take the second math quiz alone. I studied for it, but I guess not well enough because I only got ten out of twenty items. Nakalimutan ko kasi i-change yung signs nung iba nung nagtranspose ako. At yung iba, ewan, taglay na katangahan lang kaya mali. Kung inayos ko lang siguro yung test na yun, I got a higher score. Pero oki lang, bawi sa sunod.

*Quiz bee eliminations..
English: Sisiw. It was really easy for me cause most of the questions were from our third year book - which was where I concentrated on.
Filipino: Okay lang, di naman ako masyadong nag-aral dun eh, pero nine lang di ko nasagutan, at dalawa lang dun ang kinopya ko. Karamihan sa mga sagot ko intelligent guess lang, kaya kung makasama ko, swerti.
Social: Haha! Dang hirap, walo lang nasagutan ko out of thirty items, hula pa lahat yun. Okay lang, past is past - pun intended.

Okay, last Tuesday was very memorable. My brother got married!! Whoohoo!!! Plus, I got to wear my uber girlalu dress!!! So fetch. It wasn't a church wedding, it was a mass wedding held at the city hall of Las Pinas. When we got to the venue, there were already many brides and grooms there, but ate rona stood out immediately. She was without a doubt the prettiest bride there that day. The ceremony took a while, but it was all cute and sweet and I enjoyed myself. After the wedding rights, the mayor decided to sing a song for all the couples - which in my opinion, she shouldn't have done. The song was "how did you know" which made it much more torturous for me because I love that song. I mean, she must be a good mayor and all but she really should've left the singing to the pros. Anyway, the reception at Max's was okay. Ate Rona's friends were there and so was her family. We took a lot of pictures which I intend to post here pag sinipag ako. It really was a great day.

Right now, our class is focusing on the upcoming food demonstration and the jingle contest at school. Let's hope we do well...

*buntung-hininga

Here's to love!!!!{^_^}

Ako si Cupido!!!!!!

2006-07-15T23:32:00.000+08:00

You got that right.
Ako si Cupido!
At pinaglalapit ko ang mga pusong nagkakalayo!!!!

It all started out as a joke. I don't even remember how it actually happened, but I know that it was just a joke. I had a slogan and a theme song, you'd think that I had planned it for a long time; but I didn't. It was just a joke. Then this afternoon, a guy friend asked me to text the girl he liked. Hindi daw nagrereply sa kanya, baka sakin magreply. I didn't want to, I thought, "problema nila yan, I don't want to butt in". Besides, I was already playing bridge to another pair at school, nakakapagod and nakakatamad na. But after refusing his request, I felt really bad. I just did. Kaya tinext ko na din. Then, I had a sudden epiphany : I was unwillingly playing cupid. I really was. Everytime a couple had a fight or a new guy friend opened up to me about his growing feelings for this girl - I would be the cupid; trying to help the couple patch things up, cheering the guy on and asking the girl whether "lumilevel up na ba". At first I didn't like the idea too much, but a little more brain work and I realized what I was to do. To compensate for the lack of romantic love in my life (pathetic, I know-), I am going to help others in their romantic pursuits!!! Be it just to put in a good word for the guy or to try to show the guy's perspective about the problem, I have decided not to refuse anymore help from people inlove. It's a simple thing to do, and I bet I wouldn't be of too much help, but I'd like to do it anyway.

So listen up!!!!!!
They say in heaven love comes first, I'll make heaven a place on earth...!!!
Dahil ako si Cupido,
pinaglalapit ang mag pusong nagkakalayo!!!
(cue theme song: Kapag tumibok ang puso, wala ka ng magagwa kundi sundin ito...)
{^_^}

2006-07-09T09:10:00.000+08:00

Things on my mind:

>>>The UPCAT.Dammit, I haven't got around to studying yet, and I've only got about three weeks more!Pressure, pressure. Tell me, how is one supposed to study for the UPCAT when every single day, you have assignments that take up all your time at night? Even if I had the extra time, I either want to catch up on some sleep or do something that will destress me. It's all I could do to keep myself from cracking up.
Note to self:
Must have plan.

>>>Boys. They. Are. So. Weird.

>>>That dress from SM. Ang ganda talaga. Gusto ko bilin kaya lang ako'y taghirap. Huhu.

>>>Dancing. I miss it soooo much. Hmn, hmn. Sana talaga makasali kami sa inter-campus dancing competition ngayong year na to'. Last na eh. Para naman manalo na yung campus namin.(Hangin pare..)

>>>My nails. I miss it a lot.
*buntunghininga

That's about it.
Good luck to me and to the world.
{^_^}

New cadette Dela Rosa, Marie Jizelle, request permission to write!

2006-07-02T10:39:00.000+08:00

I survived another week again!!!!
Whew...
Well, this week was much more interesting than the first one...
It was more eventful in some way...

Last Tuesday, all seniors were oriented about the CAT. They told us everything one needs to know about joining. It was all very boring -- except for one reason.. the commandant. He looks uber queer. He's not that tall, probably just a few inches taller than me. He's got a dark complexion, tamang kayumanggi, with eyes that look super tired due to the massive bags under them. He has this huge, bulging belly that seems to have a life of it's own as it moves A LOT, and his throat seems to have a huge amount of phlegm in it as he makes a "gargling" noise everytime he opens his mouth to speak... his expressions are funny and grotesque at the same time. All in all, he reminds me of an oversized bull frog. You couldn't get more queer than that. Pero he's somehow funny naman so the orientation wasn't that boring. Later that afternoon, things got much, much more interesting. Yung crush ko kinausap ako!!!! AHAHAHAH!!! Kilig factor ever...heheh.. I don't want to go into the details, but really, it was super kilig. I went home that afternoon beaming - until I realized that it was pouring hard outside and I didn't have an umbrella. It was a mentos-popping-moment when I thought of asking my mom to call my brothers and ask them to fetch me at the gate. When I arrived at our subdivision, rain was pouring harder than ever but I had no choice but to go get out of the jeep. My brother was nowhere in sight and to make matters worse, the entrance to our subdivision was flooded!!!! I think that I lost all my mentos powers when I thought of calling my mom cause' I had to drain my shoes three times when I got to the guardhouse. My shoes were filled with only God knows what (yaaaaaak!!!) and my the ends of my uniform was dripping wet!!! Garabe talaga, first time kong lumusong sa baha!!!Pero thank God kasi wala naman akong nakuha na sakit.

*buntunghininga

Kahapon naman, nagenrol kami sa CAT. DANG HIRAP!!! To say that the officers were brutal would be an understatement. I messed up a lot, but I think others did worse kasi hindi ako masyadong napaginitan. When I was in stage one, I was so nervous that instead of saying "Mam yes Mam", I kept on saying "yes Mam yes", natawa nga sakin yung officer na nandun eh. Tapos tae, pinalo nya ko sa likod three times, ANLAKAS!!! Henakaw talaga. Sa stage two naman, natawag kong Mam yung lalaking officer, sinigawan tuloy ako ng maige ng "BABAE BA KO??!!!MUKA BA KONG BAKLA???!!!" nakailang 'no sir no' ako bago ko tinantanan, parang hinanap nya sakin yung tunay na nature ng pagkatao nya. After nun, dahil sa kakatakbo at sa stress, yung mga bangs ko nagtumikwas na at yung pusod ko tabengko na, kaya yung isang officer nilapitan ako at sinigawan ng "BAKIT GANITO PUSOD MO??!! ANO KA SI JASMINE BALINDONG??!!! AYUSIN MO YAN!!!",ayun, I had to fix it and go back to the back of the line. Who Jasmine Balindong is, I have no idea. After that, I had to do 5 push-ups(pero tatlo lang ginawa ko kase hindi ako binantayan) and ten jumping jacks cause my tickler kept falling from my head. I also had to sing the CAT cheer about four times, pero isang beses ko lang sya nabuo kasi we had about 2 minutes to memorize it. Tapos nun, mejo madali nalang, yung mga officer kasi sa stage 4 parang pagod na pagod na, parang gusto na nilang matapos lahat. After saying "Sir, new cadette, Dela Rosa Marie Jizelle A., request permission to leave, Sir" for the last time, I was done. I ran for the locker room as if they were after my soul and just shouted in triumph. I finished the enrollment process without fainting or crying or getting bruised, which is more than I can say for other people, that's why it was such and achievement for me. Thank God choir ako, I don't have to through those things anymore after being enrolled.

School really is beating us up, tapos may mga problem pa sa bahay. Pero masaya narin ako at nandito ko at buhay pa, fighting. KAYA YAN!!!

Here's to inner happiness guys!!!!

{^_^}

Buntunghininga To the Highest Level..!

2006-06-24T23:24:00.000+08:00

Huwaw, yes, I survived my last first week of highschool..

We- (the whole Franklin bunch) were bombarded with a gazillion assignments, requirements, and rules this week!!! So much so that it could make even the most obedient student swear and curse under his breath and the strongest to fall asleep in class and wobble while walking..

I seriously thought it was never gonna end, but here I am, breathing and typing and enjoying the last first weekend of highschool..

*buntunghininga

Another good news is that I am warming up to school... I am actually (although unbelievably) excited to go back to school on monday... I dunno, maybe those assignments gave this school year momentum, one that I don't want to break, ruin, or destroy.. And, well, let's just say that this school year is really starting to get interesting.. Really interesting.. Hmn, hmn, hmn...

About the UPCAT...

Well, I'm almost ready with my papers.. I'll get it by Monday morn and I think (and hope, hope, hope!!!) that I'll be going to UP later that afternoon with my classmates to pass our application forms... It will be the first time I step on my future school.. Haha- I wish.

Neurons, neurons..

I'm starting to use my neurons again and that's wonderful.. I don't think I've written this well over the summer... I mean, this ain't a pulitzer winning piece, but i like it.. Ahehehe...

Til next time!!!

{^_^}

...Hmn, hmn...

2006-06-20T22:43:00.000+08:00

The first few days of school have been exhausting!!!!
Mygolayness, nakakaloka..
It's so tiring that I think it will come to a point when my body will just give up on me...
I really haven't been getting enough sleep..(and yet here I am, typing about the goings-on in my school life at 11 o'clock pm, when I should be sleeping..)
And the school...
It's different...
It's not so inviting and welcoming anymore..(even with my friends there..)
I dunno, maybe i'm still warming up to being a highschool senior..(yaaaak-seniors na kami..!)
Feeling ko sobrang tagal pa bago mag-end tong year na to'..
And the weird thing about that is, I'm already thinking about the end of school when I wanted to be back so badly this past summer...
Hmn, hmn...
Senior year doesn't seem so much fun now...
Hmn.....

2006-06-17T14:57:00.000+08:00

So why am I writing???
I dunno...
I guess I just wanted an excuse to delay my studying...
Anyway, I am sooooo inlove with Rachel McAdams right now!!!!
She is soooo pretty in her movie with Ryan Gosling, The Notebook!!!!
And I loved, loved her clothes there!!!!
So pretty and feminine and...Just so great!!!!!
weeeeeee!!!!
Ganun gusto kong porma...!!!!
Sobrang Girlalu...!!!
So here's to dresses, frilly skirts, and AMAZING shoes!!!!!!

And Hot guys!!!!WEEEEEE!!!!!
{^_^}

2006-06-16T19:33:00.000+08:00

How was my first two days back at school???
Well, it was oki...
It was fun but it was totally tiring..
My body(and mouth) is so not used to walking and talking a lot anymore...
But oh well...

I missed my classmates a lot!!!!
Literal na parang palengke yung classroom namin nung first day, bawat clique maingay, kahit yung mga super mabaet at tahimik..!!! Almost everybody had a new hair style, and everybody looked different in some way... But what didn't change is our personalities... Si Joy, kahit tumaba, superadik padin... Si Joanne, kahit ginaya yung buhok ko,(juk,juk!!!) makulet padin... Si Dhei, kahit na may nalalaman ng paclip-clip sa ulo, muka pading super bait kahit na hindi naman... Si Ingrid at si Precious, humaba man ang buhok, maikli padin ata yung dila...Aheheheh... It was fun to see them all again..!

Most of our teachers are ok...
Our adviser and Math teacher Mrs. Solis seems nice but she also seems to be really strict.. And I gotta tell ya, I'm super thankful to the heavens above that she's our Math teacher, because our section have NEVER had a good and sane math teacher..(1st yr. teacher hated me,2nd yr. teacher was semi psychotic- although very much loved by me, and our 3rd yr. teacher was just plain queer..) I think that I will actually learn a lot in Math this year.. Our social studies teacher is our adviser last year-Ms. May Morales...(yes, she's the one we totally LOOOOVVVEEE and adore with all our hearts) And I'm really glad that she is-cause she's not just nice, she's also a very effective teacher.. Yay for Mam May!!!! Our Physics teacher looks nice, and looks like she knows a whole lot of stuff, but we'll have to see whether I'll like her way of teaching... And opcors, my two favorite teachers in the whole wide world- our English teacher Mam Sotto and our Filipino teacher- Mam Figueroa... What can I say about them??? Well..Let's just say that I think they could totally be friends with Regina George...

I think that I'm still warming up to school... I'm not really enjoying classes yet and I get really sleepy almost every freaking subject... I mean, I totally dozed of for a couple of seconds during math time which is of course totally stupid cause we were having a quick review on algebra which of course I needed badly.... Thank God I got an easy question...

Well, it's been a queer two days, but I think I can totally deal with almost ten more months of queer days...

P.S.
Love the movie The notebook!!!!

weeeeeeeeeeeee.....

2006-06-13T16:07:00.000+08:00

I haven't blogged in a looooong time...
Why?
Cause I'm super addicted to Sims2..
It's super fun to play..!
Aheheheh...
Anyway...
HOMAYGOLAYNESS-
tomorrow's the first day of school!!!
I've been waiting for it all summer and now, it's just one sleep away...
I'm super excited!!!!!!
But at the same time I'm also very nervous...
I mean, it's a really big deal, this year...
It's my last year of highschool..
The pressure's on.
I have to work extra hard if I want to go higher in the top ten...(I plan to graduate with flying honors you know..)
I have to work overtime to prepare for the college entrance exams..(I'm self-studying..)
Plus, I also have to keep my extracurricular activities because thay've proven helpful especially during the fourth quarter gradings..
So it's gonna be one busy year..
I'll probably look like a stress tabs model at the end of the year..(think Tuesday Vargas in her commercial)
But I have no choice..
Because last time I checked, there ain't no easy way to success - or happiness for that matter..
Good luck to me!!!!
And to all my classmates who are without a doubt just as excited and nervous as I am!!!!!
School year 2006-2007,
here comes Jizew!!!!!!!{^_^}

2006-06-01T22:34:00.000+08:00

Okay.
After a lot of searching for the perfect blogskin (and I mean A LOT)....
I think I've found the perfect one....
I hope this looks good.....
I hope I like it....
Let's keep our fingers crossed....(all ten of them!!!)
Okay....
Here we go.....

2006-06-01T14:08:00.000+08:00

okidoki....

2006-05-29T23:05:00.000+08:00

okidoki...
let's hope that i'll like this skin.

2006-05-29T22:20:00.000+08:00

Let's give it up for this year's American Idol...!
Dandananandandan!!!!
Taylor Hicks!!!!!
The silver fox!!!!!!
WHHHOOOOHOOOOOO!!!!!!!
I knew he was gonna win!!!!
So fetch..
Aheheh...
Anyway....
What an awesome season finale huh???!!!!
The numbers were AMAZING....
There were so many guests...
And oh!!!!!
The awards that they gave out were HILARYUUUUUS!!!!
GARABE.
My favorite award was the one they gave to the Clay Aiken wannabe.
That was so funny!!!
I loved his reaction when he realized that Clay was right beside him!
He was totally shocked!!!!!
Starstrucked to the highest level!!!
aheheh..
And AW. MA. GASH.
Clay Aiken is like really hot!!!!
I was so surprised!!!
Dang gwapo na nya!!!
Huwel, that's what fame and fortune does after all....

That's all for now folks!!!!
{^_^}

2006-05-24T22:19:00.000+08:00

Taylor. Katharine. Taylor. Katharine.
Aw ma gash, this is so hard.
I absolutely have no idea of who will win this year's American Idol!!
They're both great singers, they're both charming...
How the hell is America going to make this decision?
But you know what, I may not be completely clairvoyant, but I have an idea of who completely and undoubtedly won over America tonight.
Taylor Hicks. Handsdown.
My golayness, his performance was just.... TO DIE FOR....
It was great..!!!
I thought Katharine was a sure shot after "Somewhere over the rainbow", but Taylor, oh Taylor....
There's something about Taylor Hicks.
And!!!
My bet is that, if Taylor doesn't win, he and Katharine will have the same fate as Clay and Ruben.
SSSSOOOOOOUUUUULLLL PPPPPPAAAAATRRRROOOOOOOOOLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Whooooo!!!!!

Blahness:
>>>Constantine Maroulis was there tonight!!!!!(Soooooo HOT.)
>>>Chris Daughtry was there as well!!!!(I know right?! Total meltdown.)
>>>I luve luve luve Daniel Powter's "bad day"..!!!! And he performed it! Awesome!!!!

2006-05-20T19:53:00.000+08:00

Hem, hem.

Chris Daughtry.

My golayness, I CANNOT believe that he was eliminated the other week!!! Total. Shocker. I thought he was gonna be in the final two! Everyone thought that!!! I mean, I love Katharine, she's great, she's a doll, but she should've been eliminated for her performance! It just wasn't good enough compared to the performances of the three boys. America got it all wrong again.. Jeeeeez...

AAAAAAAAAARRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

I can't believe The Davinci Code's rated eighteen!!!!!!!

I was totally and completely shocked the night I found out!!!! I was so frustrated that tears actually started to accumulate in my freaking eyes. I mean, I have been waiting for that movie since last year!! And they wont let me see it just because I'm freaking fifteen???!!!! WTF???!!! It was all planned, me and my brothers were to watch it together, and then two nights before the freaking premiere, I find out that it's rated eighteen??? The worst part about it is that I am so short that no one in their right mind would mistake me for an eighteen year old!!! I cannot cheat my height and my looks. I am so cute and petite that some people actually think that i'm in grade school..! Why is life so cruel? Jeeeeez...

Moving on....

Gokusen.

SO FETCH!!!!

It's the cutest!!!! It's the best!!! I am so addicted to that show! And I'm not even kapuso!! The plot of the show is so catchy, people can't not watch it. The characters are all so intricate and so well thought of, it's hard not fall inlove with each and everyone of them. Yankumi is so nutty I love her to tiny little bits. And oh my golayness, Sawada!!! He gets hotter and hotter every episode!!! I love him. I love them all. Thank God for the Japanese people.

Hurray for all the Filipinos who reached the summit of Mt. Everest!!!

It's the coolest! We Filipinos have another reason to hold our head up high and say...

'PINOY AKO!'

Great job you guys!!!

{^_^}misses you friends!!!
Takes Cares!!!!

ARE THEY HOT OR WHAT???!!!!

2006-04-30T22:32:00.000+08:00

Yes, James and Oliver Phelps-my current objects of affection....more commonly known as Fred and George Weasley to Harry Potter fans all over the globe!!!!!
I LOVE THEM!!!!!

2006-04-30T21:16:00.000+08:00

Aphle!!!!!
Waaaaaaaaaa...
I cannot believe that you are not going to spend your fourth and last year of highschool with us!!!!UGH!!!!!That is just so sad!!!!!
My fourth year would totally not be the same without you!!!!
*buntunghininga
Pero since everything's been done...
And being just your friends, there's really nothing we can do about it anymore...

So aphle....
sana habang nandyan ka sa Iloilo...(hang layo!!!!)

>>>tandaan mong may tropa ka dito sa kabite na naghihintay saiyong pagbalik...(sob,sob)
>>>kaya magpakabait ka para makabalik ka dito pagdating ng college!!!
>>>wag kang magddrugs...
>>>wag kang magpapabuntis....
>>>wag mo kaming kakalimutan...
>>>at sana, sana, wag ka magkaroon ng accent pagbalik mo dito....*buntunghininga

Ahay...
Goodbyes, I can officially say, SUCK.

I loves yas aphles....

~Drama Queen~

2006-04-19T22:26:00.000+08:00

Okay...

I recently watched the musical play "CATS"...

It's a really good musical...

And yet...

I somehow found myself restless and kinda bored while watching it...

And then I realized why...

It's because I am not contented with just watching a play...

I want to be the one doing it...

I want to be one of those people up on the stage...

Dancing, singing, acting, performing and entertaining everyone in the audience..

That is what i want to be doing for the rest of my life...

A book i've read says that as kids...

We already know what we want to do for the rest of our lives.But as we grow old, certain factors lead us into abandoning those ambitions and dreams.Instead, we do what we think is "practical" and "logical"...And I know for a fact that even as a kid, gusto ko ng magperform.I've always enjoyed making titos and titas happy by dancing at gatherings or doing something like that.And come to think of it, I've never been more passionate about anything else.I can truly say that I am at my best when I am infront of a huge audience.I know no tiredness nor fatigue when i'm practing for an intermission number or an interschool competition...But the hard truth is, there really are certain factors that could hinder me from doing what i love best.

You see, I want to help out my family financially after I graduate. And doing theater- no matter how fun it is - wouldn't really be the most stable way of earning cash.And that is potentially problematic..

OH! OH!

And that book also says that when a person really wants something, the whole universe conspires to bring him closer to his dream..!!! And when a person starts doing something new, he's almost sure to succed at it. Something called "Beginner's luck" it says..

But I just don't see it!!!!

Where is my beginner's luck???!!!!

Why has the world not conspired yet???!!!!

And why do I keep spelling 'beginner' with double 'Gs' instead of double 'Ns'???!!!!

Ugh.

What is a wannabe performer to do???

Hmn.

Whatever.

God has his own plans for me - despite my spectacular plans for myself.

I am such a drama Queen.

No doubt about it.

I want, want, want!!!!!!!

2006-04-13T17:21:00.000+08:00

>>>shoes:

-chuck taylors, a lot of them

-xtra high chucks(pink)

-more flipflops

-flats that have like, very unique and interesting details

-lots of sneakers

>>>bags:

-cute 1-of-a-kind ones

-leather bags that have interesting details

-millions of clutches

-bags that have a very 'summer feel' to it

>>>dresses

-boho type dresses that are just above the knees

-pretty and girly dresses (like the floral ones)

>>>a lot of vintage tees

>>>lots of pretty skirts(ugh,one of my cutest skirts went missing!!!waaah!!!)

>>>accesories

-watches

-a leather one, preferably brown

-one with a cartoon character design

-one that is like, really weird and unique

-earrings( the more studs, the better..)

-huge rings (OHMYGOSH- LOVES IT!!)

-different kinds of hats (but i really want to have a cute cowboy hat!!yeehaa!!)

>>>iPod

>>>a 2 megapixel camera fone

>>>a mini cooper (a pink one!!!)

I can't help it....

Cause' we are living in a material world

and I am a material girl

you know that we are living in a material world

and I am a material girl...!!!!

...sUmmErbUmMer....

2006-04-07T22:51:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!!
I am having the best summer ever!!!!!
First we went to Boracay, then headed to Palawan, and then next month, we'll be going to Bangkok where my parents will let me shop till i totally die..!!!!
WhOoOoOOpeeeeeeeee!!!!!!

Ha.Ha.Ha.
I wish.
Truth is, I am having one of the worst summers ever...
Instead of going to beaches or sleeping til' the sun is waaaay up...
I wake up at 10 o'clock in the morning, eat brunch, then get dressed to go to our ice cream shop, where I do nothing but sit til' my ass hurts so much.
Totally depressing.
I mean, okay, so I get to watch some DVDs from time to time when my papa or kuya volunteers to look after that ice cream shop, but still!!!!!
I want to do something actually worth while!!!!
I know that i don't have any right to complain coz my brothers have been looking after our family business since we first opened, but....
I can't help it...
Nothing ever happens there..!!!
I need action, I need fun, I need something to do that will contribute to my being a full human being!!!
*deep sigh
For the first time in so long, I want to go back to school already...
I've never been more eager to go back to our stupid school..

Hay...
Whatever...

....Unacceptable Travesty....

2006-04-01T19:41:00.000+08:00

I am yet again sooooo very angry!!!!!!

UGH!!!!!!!!!

This is a known fact:
Girls don't like it when other girls like the things they just absolutely A.D.O.R.E ....
I don't know why that is, but it's true.

That's why I am sooooo furious right now!!!!
Ang kapal talaga ng muka nya!!!!!
#&%@^*$!!!!!
She is the world's biggest COPYCAT!!!!
When I first heard just how big of a mimic that girl was, I didn't care, just as long as she didn't start imitating me...
Mirror my friends for all i care, just. not. me.
But oh no!
That parrot couldn't keep herself from liking what i want!!!!!
First it was that, then it was that, and now...

UGH!!!!!!!!!!

That girl is soooo annoying!!!!!!
She is the biggest trying hard, social climbing, copycat I've ever met!!!!!!
3 words: WHAT. A. LOSER.

Beware of her people...
She is sneaky....
You might be surprised at just how good of an imitator she is.
It will start innocently enough...
You'll share the same fondness for a color, or something as mundane as that...
And then she will start copying more from you....
Your hair(and not just the cut, even the way you style it), the way you talk, the way you walk...
..And next thing you know, you'll see a splitting image of yourself walking towards you, saying something that you'd probably say as well...
HA.
Beware. You just might be the next victim of this scum of a human.

....Million Dollar Baby....

2006-03-22T11:48:00.000+08:00

OMG.

I love it, I love it, I love it.

This movie made me cry so much it's crazy.

It's such an inspiring movie.

Hilary Swank is da bomb!!!!!!

...Mo Chuisle...

*Factual errors on the film
The Gaelic term of endearment printed on Maggie's robe is spelled wrong. It should read "mo chuisle," not "mo cuishle," although the pronunciation - "muh kwish-le" - fits better with the misspelled version.

Guilty.... Guilty as a girl can be.....

2006-03-20T13:03:00.000+08:00

Yes.

I am guilty.

i am a certified spoiled brat.

A big one.

I've known this for quite some time now...

But i was never able to prove it until yesterday...

You see, as a little treat for me, my papa brought me and my mama to 'Market!Market!'
because he knew that i would love it there. And being a fan of fashion, window shopping, and all things girly, i did. Very much. I was literally like a child in a HUGE candy store. I went in from one clothing store to another trying to find the best buys. But before anything else, i would just like to clear that I am no rich kid. I don't get to buy everything that I want when I want it. I usually have to wait til' one of my parents have a lot of money for me to be able to buy something that i want. Anyway, I didn't know if papa had a lot of money yesterday, but i assumed that he did because he wouldn't have brought me there if he couldn't buy me anything in the first place. So i went in all of the stores, checking out clothes and shoes that have reasonable prices. When we reached the last part of the Fashion market, I started to wonder if papa would really buy me something, anything, at all. Then I realized that he had no intention to buy me anything!!! Because if he had, he would ask me immediately if i saw something that i wanted and tell me to buy it right away, like he usually does when his pockets are, well, full. So i started to feel really sad because i thought he shouldn't have brought me there if he wasn't gonna get me anything. Then i didn't even bother to look at the rest of the stuff there because I thought that I wouldn't be able to buy anything anyway so I was like - what's the point? I became really quiet and they started to notice it, so they asked me if there was anything that I wanted to buy, but it was too late, I already felt bad. And for me, it seemed as if the only reason they asked me that is because they felt guilty about not being able to get me anything so i just said that i didn't want anything. I was quiet for a long time until my mom suggested that we go to SM. Then i found a really cool shoe at 399 Pesos. Thay asked me if i wanted it and i said yes. So they bought it for me and after that, i was happy as a bee!!! It was then that i realized what a spoiled little brat I am. I want what I want when I want it. And now i ask myself...

Is it such a bad thing?

Being spoiled?

I guess it is.

But what can I do?

I was practically born to be a spoiled brat.

I am an only girl.

And I am also the youngest in our family.

I can't help it.

.....97 degrees and loving it.....

2006-03-17T21:31:00.000+08:00

Hmph!!!!
Summer is finally here!!!!!
WHOOHOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You know how i know that summer is here???
Because I get to wake up late, there's no need for me to go to school, and well, it's like 97 degrees every afternoon...!
What says summer more than the sweat dripping in the faces of people young and old???!!!!
Nothin!!!!
Well, except the beach, swim suits, and well, I guess there are a lot of things that say summer is here!!!
LIke my inability to write something that actually makes sense!!!!
heheheh...

Anyway, the start of summer signifies one important thing...
It's the end of my junior year!!!!!
Could you believe that??!!!
It seems only yesterday that i once again walked along the halls of my Alma Mater to start my junior year...
It's freaky how time flies isn't it??
Whew....
Who would've thought that i would be able to survive my junior year???
And without any failed grades???
NOT ME.
Hay...
I really loved my junior year....
And i'm sure i'd love my senior year even more!!!
Well....

Until then...................

Here's to summer!!!!!
WHOOHOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!{^_^}

_Hitch_

2006-03-16T11:34:00.000+08:00

Life is not the amount of breaths you take, it's the moments that take your breath away....

Never lie, steal, cheat, or drink. But if you must lie, lie in the arms of the one you love. If you must steal, steal away from bad company. If you must cheat, cheat death. And if you must drink, drink in the moments that take your breath away.

60% of all human communication is nonverbal, body language; 30% is your tone, so that means 90% of what you're saying ain't coming out of your mouth.

Basic Principles - no matter what, no matter when, no matter who... any man has a chance to sweep any woman off her feet; he just needs the right broom.

So how does it happen, great love? Nobody knows... but what I can tell you is that it happens in the blink of an eye. One moment you're enjoying your life, and the next you're wondering how you ever lived without them.

"Begin each day as if it were on purpose."

Basic principles: there are none.

Isn't it great????
These are all lines from the movie "Hitch"...
And don't you just think they are all so true???
I do..
That's why i really liked the movie....
I would really recommend it....{^_^}

Ows???!!!!Di nga??!!!!!!

2006-03-15T23:23:00.000+08:00

Our tropa had an open forum last monday...
It didn't get as dramatic as it usually does...
There were a few tears, a little bit of tense moments, and some humor as well...
For me, open forums are great because one gets to know his inadequacies and is given a chance to work on them...
And yes, inevitably, some of my deficiencies were brought out and talked about...
It didn't bother me at first...
Hey, it was their opinion, and in open forums, everybody is entitled to his or her opinions....
But then i got home, I started to think about it, and next thing i knew, i couldn't stop thinking about it!!!
Kasi, one of my friends told me that i was hard to approach, that it was difficult for her to ask me questions and to even talk to me because i seemed too smart. Nakakailang daw talaga kahit tropa nya ko... Nakakihiya daw baka magkamali sya or something... Parang ganun yung sinabi nya...
Tapos sabi naman nung isa pa na parang feeling ko daw sobrang taas ko tapos sila sobrang baba... At wag ka, parang lagi ko pa daw pinapamuka yun sakanila!!! Pag daw may nagkamali, kahit maliit na pagkakamali lang, sobra daw ako kung magsermon, parang yun nga... Ang galing galing ko....
Now look, I accept critisisms gracefully.... Lalo na pag narealize kong totoo nga... And I try to do something about it kagad... But somehow, hindi ko iyon matanggap!!!! Kasi I couldn't remember any instance that would support their accusations...!!! Lalo na yung pangalawa!!!
So that night, i started a survey...

Talaga bang nakakailang ako kausapin kasi may dating ako na sobrang talino?
At talaga bang ipinapamuka ko sa mga tropa ko na ang taas ko at sila ang baba?

Majority sa mga tinanong ko nung unang question said yes, may ganung effect pala talaga ako...
But it isn't because of anything i do or say, sabi nung isa kong friend, i could sit quietly in one corner and wear a poker face and i'd still look unapproachable!!! May dating daw talaga ko na mataray, masyadong matalino na hindi mo na mareach, and even plastic... But they're quick to say din naman na, when they started to get to know me, I wasn't like that at all..!!! (and hey, i'm not making this up!) Kaya medyo natahimik yung kaluluwa ko...

Pero may isa pang tanong eh...

Pinagtanong ko din yun sa ibang tao, pero dun lang sa mga alam kong kilala talaga ako at nakikita talaga kung paano ko pakisamahan yung mga tropa ko...

And you know what they said???!!!!

It wasn't true!!!!!
According sa kanila, never naman daw nila nakita na nagmataas ako sa mga tropa ko, if anything, i'm actually very considerate daw pag dating sa kanila...

Dun naman sa part na masyado ako magsermon, ahm....
SORRY nalang...
Kasi i get carried away sometimes, lalo na when i feel so strongly about something...
Kaya siguro tumataas yung boses kong natural nang malakas...

Hay.....
Open forums are great...
But they're really tiring....
Kasi hanggang pag-uwi mo...
Hanggang sa pagtulog mo nang gabing iyon....
Pag-iisipan mo parin yung mga napag-usapan dun...

Haaaaaaay......

Tahimik na din ang pag-iisip at kaluluwa ko....

Sa ngayon...

Tungkol sa naging open forum namin.....

UNACCEPTABLE!!!!!!!

2006-03-04T10:35:00.000+08:00

ConStAnTiNe MaRoULis......

AnThOnY FeDorOv.......

When these two HOT guys were voted off last season..... I was quite sad.... For the very reason that they are HOT... But i didn't feel too bad because i knew that it was as far as they would go.... I knew that neither of them had "idol potential" what with Carrie and Bo being their competition.... Also, i felt as if i've been given enough "drool time" with them so i accepted their loss pretty easily.... However, this season, one of the hottest guys in the competition was voted off as early as the 2nd elimination for the top 12...

David Radford..... And I, cannot accept it!!!!!!! He is so cute!!!! And he also has a killer voice!!! His performance of the Frank Sinatra classic "Just The Way you Look Tonight" is so amazing!!!! I fell inlove with him the moment he uttered the first lyric!!! UGH!!!!! I know that he also doesn't have the "idol potential" but i find it unfair that he wasn't even given enough chance to show his real talent!!! To blossom into the wonderful singer that he could be!!! And i find it even more unfair that i was not given enough "drool time"!!!!!! This is the first time this season that America got it SO WRONG!!! I am deeply saddened by this!!!! Now i can only hope that the last hot guy in the competition stays much much longer than David did....

Chris Daughtry....

He better reach the top 12 or I am totally gonna go stark raving mad!!!

May God be with you Chris....

And my dear David....

I'll be waiting for your album.....

I just know you're gonna be big....{^_^}

2006-02-28T17:22:00.000+08:00

Our finals are over!!!!!!!!!!
WhOoHoOoO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so happy!!!!
Why??!!!
Because i've been depriving myself of some "T.V. time" and "P.C. time" for the past 4 days!!!!
And now i'm free!!!!!
Free as a bird!!!!
So i'm back, enthusiastic as ever, and ready to talk about stuff....!!!!

Okay....

The moon....

Don't you just love the moon???
I've always liked the moon.....
It's....
It's different....
It's special...........
I've been noticing the moon more and more during the past few weeks....
I dunno why...
Well, actually, i do....
It's because people have been mentioning the moon so much lately...
It's the weirdest thing!!!!
I'm like, "yeah, i also like the moon, but what is the big deal??"
And you know what's weirder?
Two guys have talked to me about the moon!!!
They seemed so interested in it...
What is going on???
Is there, like, some sort of secret discovery that women like "moon talks" and it is secretly being passed to all man kind so they could catch the attention of women by being "deep" or something????
Hmnnnn....
Curiouser and curiouser....

As for me, i like the moon because........

It's bright.....

......But not blinding......

It's useful......

......But not Boastful........

It's Far............

.......But it's reachable......

Don't ya love it????{^_^}

J.E.R.K.S.

2006-02-19T15:19:00.000+08:00

So....
Did the disco turn out to be just as i imagined???
I wouldn't know....
Why?
I was too busy being a friend...
And we all know that once we start going into "friend mode", there's no turning back...
I had to help out my friends because they were uhm, having problems that night....
I didn't even get a chance to dance for most of the night....

But you know what???!!!!
I don't even care about that anymore....
Right now, there's just one thing i want to write about...

BOYS.

I hate boys!!!!
ugh!!!!
They're all so annoying!!!!
I hate them all!!!!!!
They make women's lives miserable, and complicated, and FRUSTRATING!!!
ugh, i am so freaking mad right now..!!!!!!
Why are they all so stupid????!!!!!
How could women like-even love such immature, insensitive and just mean creatures??!!!
I just want to make it clear that i am NOT heart broken(which is the usual reason why women hate men) it's just....
Recently, the guys around me, have been acting really mean.... And irrational...
I hate that...
And I am not even inlove with these guys so, i don't understand why i am so affected by their behavior..!!!!
BUT I AM!!!!!
And that's what's so annoying!!!!!!
It's like their primary purpose here on earth is to completely disturb the peace of mind of women!!!!!
To make us go completely, totally and utterly nuts!!!!!
hay......
I have never loathed men like this before....
Never...
This is the first time that i really don't like men..
Even my crushes.
Because it's like no matter how perfect and dreamy they seem on the outside, something inside them will once again hurt and disappoint women...
And it's not like we have very high expectations...
Atleast i don't..
I always try to be realistic when it comes to guys...
And yet, here i am entirely dumbfounded by awful creatures who never fail to surprise us -and not in a good way!!!!!!!!!

UGH....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE MEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PoSt VaLenTinE's DiScO...

2006-02-16T17:06:00.000+08:00

Can you believe just how Big Valentine's day is????
Di nalang pang Feb. 14!!!!!
3 days later and we still celebrate it!!
Ang galing kasi ng school namin eh...
Pang mayaman at matalino kahit kelan...
As i said tomorrow is the big post Valentine's day disco...
Sa covered court (shyet!!!pangmayaman talaga!!) ng school namin...
But i'm pretty sure it won't be about love... Or Valentine's....
Bukas....
At about 6 PM...
Franciscans from all over the Cavite area will be out sporting the latest "in" things....
Pabonggahan to the max!!!!
It will be about who's wearing what and and who's looking like crap...
I can almost see it,
the "Queen bees" from each year gathering at one side and the "Wannabes" in the other...
The Queen bees will be looking fab whatever they're wearing and the Wannabes...
Will try to look fab but will fail miserably...
The "Gwapings" will be checking out the Queen bees (who will be batting their eyelashes non-stop i'm sure) , the "Romeos" will be out wooing their "Juliets", and the uhm, "others" will be out looking at everyone and sitting on the sidelines - like they always do...
And once the music starts, the "feeling dancers club" will take center stage...
The dance floor i'm sure, will also be occupied by students who have graduated a year, 2 years, and even 3 years ago...
Mga studyanteng feeling eh namimiss sila ng mga teachers at naabutan nilang students dun...
It will be the one night in the school year wherein students will be able to dress up, show off their clothes, dance like wild party animals, and have a freakin' good time...
And just like every event that happens in high school, i'm sure this will be a night to remember....

My CoOl VaLenTinE....

2006-02-14T17:18:00.000+08:00

Hay...
What a tiring day....
Ahem...
Let me quote myself from my previous post...
"Tomorrow, I am not going to wait for a knight in shining armor, rather, I would go out with my friends and have the best Valentine's day anyone has ever had!!!"
But the thing is...
I didn't go out with my friends.....
I went out with A friend...
And you know what?
I had the best Valentine's Day anyone has ever had!!!!!
Well, i guess that would be exaggerating...
I didn't have the best Valentine's day anyone has ever had,
rather,
i had the best Valentine's day of my life so far!!!!
hehehe...
I know it may seem boring,
because there was only two of us, that's actually what i thought it would be at first, but it wasn't at all!!!!
it was really fun...!
At first, i was really pissed at my friends for ditching us...
But soon enough, i became alright with it...
Because aphle was really fun to be with..!
(By the way, the term aphle is what jhoi and i call each other, it's the name of jhoi's crush's girlfriend and we thought it sounded cute...)
Anyway,
we were gonna go to SM southmall...
But aphle really wanted to go to ATC,
so when Chiara, another friend of ours, texted us that she and her family were on their way to ATC, we decided to go there nalang...
And on the way, things got a little bit scary...
Three weird looking guys got in the jeep that we were on...
They looked really suspicious....
They kept looking at our things- actually, they kept looking at everybody's things....!!
It was really freaky...
When aphle couldn't take it anymore, we transferred to another jeep...
We were still a bit nervous even though the weird looking guys weren't with us anymore and it didn't wear off until we got to ATC...
After that, it was all smooth sailing!!!
Aphle thought that it would be great if we both could get something that would serve as a remembrance to this wonderful day, something similar, identical, something that we can show off the next day...
And after a lot of thought, we got a ring!!!!
One for her, and one for me..!
It's cute, huge and affordable!!!!
I love it...!!!
hehehe..
I bet she's wearing hers right at this moment...

Hay.............
This really is a tiring day...
But the great thing about it is that we had a blast!!!!!

HErE's aPhLe AnD mE gREeTiNG yOu aLL A.....

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!!

Valentines Eve....

2006-02-13T19:04:00.000+08:00

Wow....
Isang tulog na lang, Valentine's na!!!!!
Whoohoo.....
I'm so excited....
yeah....

Well, the thing is, whether i admit it or not,
I have always dreaded Valentine's day...
Because nothing kilig has ever happened to me during this "very special" heart's day...
Nothing- in my fifteen years of existance, NOTHING....
And that like, totally sucks for someone like me...
Someone who is a GIRL.
So every year, I would tell myself that having no Romeo on Valentine's is no big deal....
I would go through the day nonchalantly pretending not to care about not recieving any gifts...
But deep inside, really, deep inside, i was wishing that somebody would surprise me with a bouquet of red roses and he would confess his undying love for me, right there and then, in front of all my friends... Infront of the whole school....
But as i said, nothing like that has ever happened to me, not even close, thus, the dread of Valentine's day....
But this year, I choose not to be a victim of my own idea of how Valentine's day should be...
Tomorrow, I am not going to wait for a knight in shining armor, rather, i would go out with my friends and have the best Valentine's day anyone has ever had!!!
Anyone.
Because it's a day about love-not just guys, and flowers and chocolates.
And i love a lot of people.
So I am going to celebrate my love for those people tomorrow by showing them how much they mean to me.
My friends would be my official date for Valentine's...
And I am going to have a a blast.{^_^}

Para sayo....ang laban na to'...wahahah!!!

2006-02-09T14:38:00.000+08:00

Our day started really early today...
Pagdating ko sa classroom, andami ng tao...
Lahat busy, lahat may ginagawa....
At syempre, lahat kami kabado para sa birthday surprise namin para kay Mam Mae Morales....
But you know what???
It went really well...
And i mean really well.......
Simula palang, iyak na sya ng iyak...
Grabe talaga....
I'm so glad that we have made her happy on her special day...
She deserves it...
Tapos alam nyo ba,
sabi nya,
akala daw nya ito na yung pinaka malungkot niyang birthday dahil nga sa mga nangyari sakanya during the past few days...
Pero dahil samin...
Ito daw yung da best...
Grabe...
Sobrang naiyak ako nung sinabi nya yun...
Kasi naman noh...
Sobra sobra yung effort na binigay namin para dun sa surprise namin sakanya...
Kaya super happy ako na naappreciate nya....
Ngapala, eto yung pic na nilagay namin sa gitna nung collage na ginawa namin para sakanya...

Astig noh???
Ipapakita ko din sainyo yung iba pa pag nakuha ko na yung copy ko nung mga pics na nandun sa collage...
Once again, i'd like to greet my FAVORITE teacher in the world.....

Happy birthday Mam Mae..!!!!!!!!!
Lahat po ng yun, para lang sa inyo..!!!
Dahil mahal na mahal namin kayo!!!!
love you po!!!!{^_^}

DON'T READ... YOU'LL REGRET IT...

2006-02-07T14:48:00.000+08:00

Kasi, wala naman talaga akong balak magpost ngayon eh....
Kaya lang kasi, hindi gumagana yung o2 jam...
Kaya imbis na makapaglaro ako....
Eto...
Nagpopost ng isang walang kwentang post...
Hay...
Sana hindi nyo nalang binasa tong' post na to'...
Sinayang nyo lang oras nyo....
Kung ako sainyo, yung mga nakaraang post ko na lang ang basahin nyo...
At least yun may sense...
hay...
Badtrip talaga yang o2 jam...
Game na game na kong mag-jam eh...
Handa na kong labanan ang mga halimaw dun eh..!!!!
Kaya lang, eto....
Hay..........
Ge na.....
Titingin nalang ako ng mga kung anik- anik sa net....

Game...!!!!!

2006-02-06T17:50:00.000+08:00

Imagine this.....
A wide grassy field....
The wind blowing strongly....
And a bunch of female 15 year olds playing patintero.....

The best diba???

That's how we spent our free time this afternoon...
Playing patintero and running like kids...

And it was super fun.

Nung una kasi, Secu Base yung nilalaro namin...
That game wherein two teams must secure their bases
and catch the other team's players to win?
Yun.....
But the thing is, i didn't know how to play that game...
(nahuli ako by the other team, and up to now, i have no idea how or why...)
And two other players from our team were also clueless about the mechanics and how the whole thing worked..
So, we decided to choose another game...
That's where patintero came in...
The game was 5 on 5...
We were all girls, and we all took it seriously...
Well, not really...
hehehe...!
Everytime somebody was close to being touched by the "patotot", that person would shout and scream like crazy!!!
(duh, what else would you expect from a bunch of teenage girls??heheh..)
Sobrang saya talaga....
Ang sarap maging bata ulit....
Sobrang tagal na since i last played a game like that...
Ang saya kasi hindi naman namin tropa yung iba naming kalaro, classmates lang...
And yet, hindi mo maiisip yun kasi we all looked so happy and comfortable with each other... Patintero was able to close the gap between my tropa and the other tropa...
Which was really cool....
Saka lahat kami nun nakaschool uniform-palda, blouse, ribbon, I.D., belt..........
Pero we still ran and moved as if we were wearing P.E. uniforms!!!
It was fun not thinking about your hair or your shiny nose even for just a little while.....
Ang iniintindi mo lang is how you're gonna keep the other team from reaching home base....

hay.....
whata day...
We probably looked like a bunch of fools to the people who were watching...
But we don't care...

Cause we all laughed out loud, screamed bloody murder, ran like animals, and we all had a freakin' good time...{^_^}

2006-02-05T17:52:00.000+08:00

There is an art to being a textmate. Not a lot of people know this, but to be a good textmate, one does not only need a working cellphone and a large amount of load - It requires a whole heck of a lot more. And i know this because just like all of you, i have encoutered textmates who have made me fall asleep or have made me reply lies such as "aral p ko eh" or "2log nko.." and of course ang walang palyang "la nko lowd eh"...

The "unlimited promo" have made people not care whether their replies have sense or not, and that's unfair to people who do not avail of that promo (like me-because of personal reasons) because to them every load counts, thus, every text has substance. I mean, how would you feel if you told a textmate a story so carefully edited and all he replies is "ahhhhh" or "heheheh"????? I doubt that you'd ever tell another story. It's also annoying when you're the one that asks all the questions and all they do is answer. That's all they do, ANSWER. They don't even have the decency to ask back. I mean c'mon, all it takes is 2 letters and a punctuation mark: "kw?". How hard is that??!!! What ever happened to carrying on the conversation?! I tell ya, if those people and i talked personally the way we text, there'd be A LOT of awkward silences.. And that's never good, especially if you're trying to get to know each other. Texting should be a "give and take" thing. Not a "one way" thing. Nothing would ever come out of texting if you you don't give a damn about what you say or what your textmate said. You might as well stay away from your cellphone and use your load only for emergencies.

It's not even about the punctuation marks or the correct spelling and grammar anymore, it's really about substance. I am not looking for a Shakespeare when i text, nor am i looking for an Einstein, i'm just looking for normal human beings who can carry on a conversation and who makes the load i spend on him/ her worth it.....

2006-02-01T19:22:00.000+08:00

oh crap, oh crap, oh crap......

my brother just had an accident about 5 minutes ago.....
he kinda tripped....
and it's not a big accident....(thank God)
but he was injured...
he has this wound under his big toe....
and it's scary....
cause it's like so deep...
fortunately for him, i was there to help him clean the wound and all....
and now, i think he's all good.....

hay....

i like being there for my friends and family especially during moments like those...
because i like helping them and giving them moral support....
it makes me happy knowing that i was able to do something for them....
but you know what i realized today?
i realized that not everyone deserves my kindness....
i know it sounds kinda mean, because i am in no position to judge anyone,
but when you think about it, it's very logical....
i mean, why be nice to someone who is apparently mean to you?
why be kind to someone who has been taking you for granted ever since you two met?
as far as i am concerned, only He who created me has the right to hurt me....
no one else...
and because of this realization,
i promise that i will no longer take ANY crap from people...
YOU HEAR THAT??!!!!!
ANY CRAP...!!!!
ANO???!!!!
TINATAMAAN KA???!!!
SUNTUKAN NALANG!!!!!

hehehe....
actually, that last statement was just a joke...
i'm a big wimp....
hehehe...{^_^}

2006-01-28T12:38:00.000+08:00

BESTFRIENDS.....

hay......

last week...
one of my friends was able to patch things up with her best friend....
you see, they had this fight.....and they didn't talk for quite some time....
the reason??no one knows....things just sort of happened....they just stopped talking...
and then one of them texted the other, and....
well, now they're back to being bestfriends...

and it made me think about me and my bestfriend...
we haven't been classmates since sixth grade and things have definitely changed between us...
as in sobrang.....
parang di na kami magkakilala...!
she never tells me any secrets anymore,yung mga tipong ako lang talaga yung nakakaalam....
masama pa don, minsan nauuna pang makaalam yung mga friends lang nya kaysa sakin about the stuff that's going in with her...
diba parang ang pangit???
bestfriend ka and yet you know nothing about her...
it's like, all of a sudden, we were this two very different people, going to different paths...
and it seems as if those paths would never cross again...
it makes me feel really sad....
sayang kasi yung pinagsamahan....
antagal na naming magkaibigan, tapos, paganun-ganun lang, wala na lahat....
hindi ko alam kung pano nakarating sa ganitong sitwasyon ang pagkakaibigan namin....
hindi talaga....
is it because i didn't have enough time for her?
is it because everytime i try to tell her something she never listens?
or could it be,
that we simply grew apart...?
is that even possible?
for two very close friends to grow apart just like that?
......where did we go wrong?

.............hay.................

my bestfriend and i call each other 'bestfriend'...
other bestfriends call each other 'bhie' or 'beshi'....
but i like 'bestfriend'...
it's simple, parang hindi nga pinagisipan eh,
pero nandun na lahat...
tipong 'mahal', na karaniwang ginagamit ng mga magboyfriend.....
it's simple, but it says everything....
ngayon,
we still call each other 'bestfriend'....
but i feel like it has lost it's meaning...
parang, tinatawag nalang namin ang isa't isa na 'bestfriend' for the sake of calling each other 'bestfriend'...

ewan....
something seems to be broken between us....
i dunno if it can be fixed....
but.....
well.....
let's hope it can be fixed....

2006-01-26T16:12:00.000+08:00

what's on my mind????

NOTHING.

ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.

ZERO.

ZILCH.

ZIP.

GOOSE EGG.

CYPHER.

N.O.T.H.I.N.G.

my mind is so empty right now that it hurts....
i can't think of anything to write about.....
which is a shame because i like to write....

grrrrrrrr.......

oh wait.....

my coconut shell.....

i think it's working........

wait for it....

wait for it....

aha!!!!!!!!

i know what i can write about...!!!!!!

okay....
today, i was finally called to go infront of our class do an impromptu speech...

the question:

'Do you believe in soulmates?'

my answer:

... i do.....

i think that He loves us enough to make sure that we have someone to grow old with...
someone who understands us, not only because you guys know each other well,
but beacuse you two are deeply connected in your hearts and souls...
and i also believe that one's soulmate is not automatically of the opposite sex...
it could be anyone....
your bestfriend....
your teacher...
your neighbor......
anyone.....
so yes, i do believe in soulmates....
that's all..
thank you...

yan mismo yung sagot ko....
heheh...

i wonder what my soulmate is doing right at this very moment.....
is he/she busy looking for me????
well....
he/she should be.....
coz i'm worth all the trouble....
heheheheh...
just kidding..

hay......
still not good enough....
ayaw talaga gumana nung utak ko.....
waaaaaa......

2006-01-24T16:12:00.000+08:00

waha...

i'm back...

alam nyo kasi, ako'y nandito sa shop namin...
nagbabantay ng mga tumatawag sa manila, ng mga bumibili ng ice cream namin, at naghahanap ng panukli every now and then...

tapos...

tapos............

tinitignan ko din kung may nagcomment na sa huling entry ko sa blog ko na pinost ko noong 2:29 pm...
pero so far wala pa...
pero anyway....
i wanted to talk about something...

as in i'm like super excited to talk about this....

okaaaaaaaaaay.....

control.....

control yourself super_cutie....

kasi...
i plan to take mass communication pagdating ko sa college...
and i thought,
what better university to study mascom than......
ta-daaaa!!!!!
U.P.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but there's a problem...
1.) i'm not sure if i can pass the UPCAT...
(i know alot of smart people who failed it...including my two very able brothers...)

2.) i live in Cavite... so it's like really far from UP diliman....so if i pass the test and decide to go
there, i'd have to live with my grandparents (because they live near there) and the thing is,
i don't want to live with them even if that's the smartest, most convenient, and sensible thing
to do.....because they're both smart people, and i know that i'll be under pressure every
freakin' day of my life if i live there...and i don't like pressure....

and because of those reasons, i gave up on the idea of going there even if i passed the UPCAT...
i decided i'd go to UST instead..

until today...

i was able to chat with our class adviser today because one of our teachers were absent...
i asked her where she went to college...
and she said...

hold your breath people...

she went to UP!!!!!!!!!!!!

i think i screamed when she said that...
sabi nya, 3rd yr na daw sya...
tapos pinauwi sya sa probinsya ng parents nya kasi naging aktibista sya...
basta ang porma nung kwento nya.... as in naelibs ako ng husto......
at eto pa pala, creative writing ang course nya!!!
sobrang nainspire ako.......
ngayon, gusto ko na uli magUP!!!!
nakakaloka talaga!!!!
as in tumaas ng husto yung tingin ko sakanya...
grabe...
she's the best!!!!

i hope you're reading this mam mae, because every word i've said here about you is true, and because i am truly in awe of you......i love you mam!!!! {^_^}

2006-01-24T14:29:00.000+08:00

let me tell you an ironic story....

this morning,
at about 5 am,
i was gathering all my things for school...
then, i thought

"which bag should i use?"

i knew that it didn't have to be a big bag
because we're only gonna be in school for half of the day...

i also knew that i couldn't use a pouch bag because i did bring notebooks to school...

then i thought

"magsasummer na...dapat yung medyo pang-beach yung dating.."

and aha!

i found the perfect bag!!!
it could fit all my necessities and it had a Boracay vibe going on....
so i used it...

and at about 11 pm,

rain started falling....

so much for 'magsusumer na'...

but you know, i like the rain...
sabi dun sa pinapanood kong anime dati,

"the rain cleans the world"

and i do believe that...

but it's not my reason for liking the rain...

i like the rain because it has a romantic feel to it...
before, whenever it rained, i'd think to myself
"something romantic will happen to me today.."
but romantic things didn't happen to me when it rained...
it didn't...
and yet, i never stopped liking the rain for making me feel all gooey inside...
because i believe that somewhere in the world, there are couples celebrating their love for each other while raindrops are falling from the sky....
awwwww.........

2006-01-22T12:47:00.000+08:00

i gotta tell ya....
adding some bling to your blog ain't eazy!!!!!!!!!
waaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

2006-01-21T18:43:00.000+08:00

haaaaaay.....
life....
seeing someone from your past is...

is...

is so surreal...

especially if that someone meant a lot to you...

the moment that i found out that he was gonna be there....
my stomach went crazy....
it felt like it was turning and turning and....
it was as if there were little knots forming in there...
you know how you feel when you're about to go onstage to perform infront of an audience??
that's how it felt....

when he finally arrived...
i couldn't look, i couldn't say hi, i could barely smile at him...
it was weird because even if that chapter of my life is closed,
even if i have moved on to other people,
i still kinda felt the same...
i still couldn't look him straight in the eye....(and i tried, i really did!!!!)
i still couldn't say a single sentence to him without stammering and messing up the words....
it was like i still had feelings for him...
and on the way home, i could NOT stop talking about him...

"ang galing nya mag-gitara noh?!"

"parang iba na yung itsura nya!!"

i mean, what is that all about???
do i still have feelings for him?
bakit ganun????

di ako mapakali....

kasi naisip ko lang,parang ang panget naman na sya nakapagmove on na,
(and my sources do say that he's got someone special na)
samantalang ako....
still hung up on him....
para namang adik na adik ako dun sa taong yun...
at di na ako makahanap ng mas astig pa sakanya...

and then i remembered this very memorable line from one of my favorite local movies...
"once you love someone, you never stop loving him.. maybe a little differently or a little less, but you never stop loving him..."
and you know what?

i did love him....

and i guess i'll continue loving him until i'm old and grey....

but until then, sa ating muling pagkikita,
my Mr. January....{^_^}

2006-01-21T09:17:00.000+08:00

you know what???

if i was given a chance to go to any place right at this moment,
i would choose to go to Japan...

because i absolutely love everything about Japan!!!!!!

and i mean everything!!!!

i love their language...
there's just something about it that sounds so good to me...
like music to my ears...
whenever i hear japanese people talking in their native tongue,
i listen to them even if i don't understand it..
and the names!!!
ang porma pakinggan ng japanese names...
i swear,pag nagka-anak ako, japanese name ang ipapangalan ko...
i love it..

i love the people...
they're such beautiful people...
i like the way they dress because it's so fun...
they mix vibrant colors and different textures of fabric and what you end up with is a very japanese pop ensemble....
ang porma...
oh and the guys!!!!!
they're all so cute!!!!
they all look like anime characters with the hair and all...
hay.....
i love it...

i love their animes....
ang astig kasi nung mga plot nung mga anime nila eh..
may comedy...
at may romance...(my favorite combo!!!)
and i gotta tell ya, it wasn't just once that i absolutely fell head over heels inlove with a chartoon character..
ang pogi kasi nung mga lead characters dun!!!
and you know what, i am actually listening to an anime song right now...!
a favorite of me and my kuya..
equal romance from Ranma 1/2...
i love it...

and finally, i love the place itself...
once again, there's just something about it that i really love..
the atmosphere of the place seems so amazing...
oh! and i love the cherry blossoms....
i wanna see one before i die...
i mean, c'mon, have you ever seen a pink tree????
i haven't...
but i love it....

i actually have this theory that in my past life, i was a japanese...
because even though i've never been to the place before, i love it from the depths of my soul...
Japan....
Japan....
aishiteru...

2006-01-21T09:00:00.000+08:00

yesterday was our achievement test....
it went well....
i had to use my mini-mini-myni-moe skills on some questions but i think i did relatively good...
anyway....

you remember my chocolate-freak friend?
well guess what??
he talked to me yesterday!!!!!
and i...
being the ice queen that i am...
totally ignored him...
coz i realized,that i am NOT a bad person...
and that i didn't deserve that kind of treatment...

2006-01-19T13:47:00.000+08:00

am i a bad person?
no really, am i?
coz it sure seems like it...

i like chocolates.
my seatmate likes chocolates.
today, we both had our own chocs for different reasons..
we first ate hers..
then mine.
one of my guy friends saw that we were eating, and asked for some.
since there were only five pieces of my chocolate,
i gave one to my other friend,two to my seatmate(because i felt like i owed her some)
and i decided to have the last two for myself-because, after all, it was mine.
and he got mad.
and i mean really mad.
he told me never to ask anything from him ever again.
then i remembered how i asked stuff from him all the time.
i decided to make peace with him by giving him some of my chocolate candies.
i hugged him from behind and said sorry while showing him the candies.
then,he threw me off him...
he was so strong that i almost fell.
i was so shocked.
and humiliated.
i went back to my seat wanting to burst into tears.
i know that it was partly my fault becuse i could have shared the last piece with him,
but was that really deserved?
i tried not to show how i felt and tried to be happy but i couldn't.
my day was ruined.

and that's only the beggining.

the seatmate that i shared my chocolates with,
well, she forgot her hankerchief this morning.
and she was one of those people who couldn't survive without one.
during our last subject, she was complaining how she was sweating so much.
i offered her my hanky.
she refused.
she complained again.
i offered again.
she took my hanky and threw it on the floor.
i didn't get it.
i didn't.
and for the second time today,
i wanted to cry...
and i thought,
was that really deserved?

so am i a bad person?
am i?
coz they made me feel like one.
they really did.

2006-01-18T18:49:00.000+08:00

during our last subject today, i found myself really quiet and serious....
and the thing is, i'm never quiet nor serious....(at least not that often especially when i'm at school)
the reason....
i'm not quite sure...
you see...
some stuff were happening to some of my friends..
and...
i just thought....
bakit sakin walang nangyayari???
it's the same things everyday...
the same people....
there's no spice!!!
no thrill!!!!
it's the same boring things every freakin' day...
i just felt quite bad about it...
because i see the people around me and things are happening to them...
yun...hanggang pagdating ko sa service tahimik ako...
and then natulog ako habang bumabyahe...
coz i like to sleep..
and i always sleep..
an hour or so later,i woke up and i felt better.
i really did!!!
nakalimutan ko yung pagkabagot ko sa buhay ko..
kulang lang pala ako sa tulog...{^_^}

2006-01-17T16:24:00.000+08:00

during the past few weeks,whenever i got the chance, i played a certain internet game....

a good one...

it's just so fun for me...

i really like it...

infact,i like it so much, that during one lazy afternoon, i wrote a poem about it...

nude you are from the beggining

from top to bottom there is nothing

usually jamming to lonely song

and sure enough you're all alone

you'll be tap, tap, tapping the key

(the wrong ones probably)

though frustrated and annoyed you'll be

you'll sure be back

to try another track

with a lil' patience and the right timing

you'll be surprised at how good you're getting

and one by one the numbers will go up

by then you'll want to be dressed up

so to the item shop you go

buying whatever fancies you so

but you'll have to watch you're cash

or they'll be gone in just a flash

then back to jamming you'll be

and with enough guts to compete with strangers you'll see

but beware of the rooms you'll go into

for there'll be monsters out there to beat you

and surprised you sure will be

for when the music starts

songs you knew from the past

will be 2 or 3 times as fast

yes,the tapping will continue

and in the process meeting people you never knew

and though the songs are all the same,

you'll never get tired of playing the game

for you will want to be number 1

in the awesome world of O2 jam!!!

(hehehe...wala lang....trip lang........{^_^})

2006-01-14T16:12:00.000+08:00

wow......

Been a long time since i blogged....

i actually thought that my blog account would expire...

guess not.....

actually,ayoko na sanang magblog pa,kaya lang......

may nagcomment kasi dun sa second kong post eh....

and natuwa ako....

i was reminded why i wanted to blog in the first place...

so that people can read my thoughts,be a part of my life, and know more of who i am....

september pa since i last posted....

and a lot has happened since then...

tinatamad nakong isulat pa lahat ng nangyari mula nun eh....

so i'll tell you about yesterday nalang.........

OH.

MY.

GOSH.

I found the perfect prom dress!!!!!!!!!!

i got the latest issue of my favorite magazine last night and....

OH.

MY.

GOSH.

I FOUND THE PERFECT PROM DRESS!!!!!!

grabe,napasigaw talaga ako nung nakita ko yun.....

dalawa yung nagustuhan ko actually, pero mas gusto ko na yung isa...

it's not something that i could buy anywhere here in the philippines,it's something a hollywood

actress wore at an event...

so,it's actually the perfect design that found....

but anyway,it really is so very perfect...

di ko na babanggitin kung anong magazine, and kung cnong artista yung may suot nun....

bka may gumaya pa eh...

heheheheheheh...

speaking of prom.....

my mom asked me -again- kung sino yung balak kong i-date sa prom..

and sinabi ko sakaya -AGAIN- na i'm planning to go alone.

ayoko ng date...

yuck.

i think a date would only slow me down.

it's not like i'm not romantic or anything...

it's just that i believe prom should be a night of having fun with your bestfriends and dancing your butt off...

think about it,

kung may date ka, you'll feel obliged to spend the rest of the night with that one person,

imbis na maisayaw mo lahat ng tropa mong lalaki....

diba????

what a perfect waste of a perfect prom dress.....!

and even if i had a boyfriend, i'd refuse to spend the whole night with him..

sayang naman...

minsan ko na nga lang makitang nakaporma ng husto yung mga tropa kong lalaki eh,

di ko pa sila maisasayaw........

hay.....

i'm really excited for prom.....

sana mag fourth year na ko......{^_^}

2005-09-09T22:35:00.000+08:00

goshes..!
this is such a weird day..!!!!
basta parang andaming nangyari today..!
okei..let's start with the school stuff..
hindi ko parin nakakausap yung math teacher namin...
hindi ko pa nabobola...hehehe..
kasi alam mo ba...ang grade ko sa math ngayong first quarter ay 84...LANG??!!!!!!!!!!
grabe..!nakakaloka!!!!it's the first time i've had a grade lower than 85 in...
4 YEARS!!!!
hay..!eh kasi naman eh!tatanga-tanga yung teacher ko kasi sa math!!!
i swear talaga..!badtrip sya!!!ang dali-dali nung topic,pinapahirap nya..!
sobrang mawawalan ka ng ganang makinig..!
grrrr..alam mo yun,, pag tinanong mo sya..either walang koneksyon yung sagot nya or he won't answer at all..!ngingitian ka lang nya..!badtrip!!!
isipin mo naman..ang grade ko sa math 84,ang grade ko sa trigo 91!!!!!
and to think mas mahirap ang trigo kaysa sa geometry!!!!
hay nakaw talaga.....
basta..pipilitin ko sya na gawin ng 85 yung grade ko..
tutal,1 point nalang naman ang kailangan eh..(tignan mo,napaka damot sa grade!!)

ahm...ano pa ba???!!!
today,we had finally decided na kami nalang yung mag-iintermission no. sa speech fest sa friday..kaya tomorrow..we have dance practice..for the whole day...
sana nga wag kami magkalat eh..!matagal-tagal na din kasi since we last danced eh..
basta sana matino naman yung kalabasan ng presentation namin..

yung tropa naman namin..well,,, nagkakagulo kami ngayon..
pero saka ko na ikkwento yun...kasi may mas astig akong gustong i-share...
hihihihihihih...

kasi today..i got to hang out with one of my super crushes...
let's call him..Shinta...
kasi...basta nakita ko sya nag-gigitara..
although na-mention na nya sakin na he did play the guitar before,hindi ko pa talaga sya nakitang nag-pplay ng guitar...
hihihi..ang galing nya in all fairness!!!!!
masyado nga syang pasikat eh..!
na-eelibs naman ako....
heheheheh..
tapos,maya-maya..
i was hanging out with some of our mutual friends..
then,pumunta sya sa kinauupuan namin..
dun sya nag-gitara..
tapos,one of my girlfriends borrowed the guitar from him..
binigay nya,tapos sabi nya"ang sakit na ng kamay ko..."
basta parang ganun...sabi ko "eh kanina ka pa nag-gigitara eh.."
nasa harapan ko sya nakatayo nung mga panahon na yun..
tapos yung friend ko na nanghiram nung gitara nya told me "wanna try?"
eh hindi ako marunong..sinabi ko sakanya..
tapos....eeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!
tumingin samin si shinta...sabi nya..
"ang ganda-ganda ng kamay nyan,ipapagaya mo pa sakin.."
hahahahahahahah!!!!!!!!!!!kinikilig ako...!!!!!!!!!hihihihihihihi!!!!!!!!!!
tapos nagulat yung friend ko...alam kasi nya na crush ko si shinta..
sabi nya "nino?" just to make sure kung ako ba yung tinutukoy niya..
"nya..ang ganda kaya ng kamay nyan..."sabi ni shinta..
tapos..dahil malandi ako...tinignan ko pa yung kamay ko..
sabi ni shinta "tignan mo oh...mahaba pa yung kuko nyan.."
hahahahahahah!
beat that!
my crush noticed my hands!!!!
kinikilig talaga ako..!what a complement diba???!!!!
hay....grabe..i have not been this kilig in a really long time...
i'm so cute talaga..!and my hands are not bad either..!
ahem..according to my SUPER CRUSH...
hihihihihihihi!!!!hahahahahahahaha!!!!!
i'm so happy talaga...!
whatta day...!:)

2005-09-08T16:11:00.000+08:00

hay..
finally..!
i have my own blog..!
medyo nakakaloka palang magblog pag walang nag-aassist sayo..
pero,masasanay din ako..
and i'm sure that in no time,i'll be blogging like a pro!(hehe..i wish..)
i have been wanting to do this since like, forever..
lalo pa nung nagsimula akong magsawa sa pagsusulat sa diary ko..
this should be a fun experience..!
i'm super excited..!:)

My Dark Chocolate....

Word of the day

Tentenenententen!!!!

Nakanang.

Iswak na Iswak ang ISWAK!!!!!

...Kwento-kwento...

It's a giirl thing!!!

Ligaw. Sira. Baliw.

*toot*

Sa ngalan ng pag-ibig at pagmamahal! Ako si SUPERJIZEW!

Part two......

Fun, Fearless, Female!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Let's get korny people!!!!!!

Ang aking 2nd quarterly exam.Bow.

WANTED!!!!!

Yaaaaaahoooooooooooo.....

Akalain mu yon'????!!!!!!!!!!!!!

....Flyff.....

Ayos.

BARF. HAHA.

C.R.A.Z.Y.

Ako si Cupido!!!!!!

New cadette Dela Rosa, Marie Jizelle, request permission to write!

Buntunghininga To the Highest Level..!

...Hmn, hmn...

weeeeeeeeeeeee.....

ARE THEY HOT OR WHAT???!!!!

~Drama Queen~

I want, want, want!!!!!!!

...sUmmErbUmMer....

....Unacceptable Travesty....

....Million Dollar Baby....

Guilty.... Guilty as a girl can be.....

.....97 degrees and loving it.....

_Hitch_

Ows???!!!!Di nga??!!!!!!

UNACCEPTABLE!!!!!!!

J.E.R.K.S.

PoSt VaLenTinE's DiScO...

My CoOl VaLenTinE....

Valentines Eve....

Para sayo....ang laban na to'...wahahah!!!

DON'T READ... YOU'LL REGRET IT...

Game...!!!!!

toot